Man I went crazy today,
thinking about her walking with that guy and everything wrong in my life made me really upset, more than I've been in a while.
When I got home I started drinking a lot, had a few poorly made cocktails. Vodka, tequila, the usual stuff. Then I went over to where her house was and then I went back home. Afterwards, I took my plastic airsoft goggles and I smashed them into the pavement in my backyard. I just kept stomping them and stomping them until they were reduced to pieces. I threw them away afterwards, after that I had a Mountain Dew, and man, it tasted so good.