rileyhitman wrote:
philosopherBoi wrote:
I doubt if anyone likes me on WP, and I am starting to think friendship is an impossibility. I just don't get it, people who seek fame, money and power they are so happy but I seek one of the most simple things and death, pain, sorrow follow me around beating me constantly. I mean how many of you have caused someone to kill themselves? Well I just did it I caused my former friends bother to kill himself because I couldn't accept his feelings. I am a curse upon this world a mistake, I wish someone would just kill me.
Care to elaborate on your friend?
But at 20, you have so much ahead of you, good or bad, why waste it all?
You mean the one who just lost as a friend? Well he just found out that he will be a father, the surrogate that he had sex with is pregnant. He was really worried that he would be a bad father, etc. and I told him that the only way he could do that is if he mutilated the child's genitalia, physically, or emotionally abused the child or neglected the child. He took offense to the first one so he got very defensive saying it was cleaner and less risky which I pointed out that was myth because having foreskin doesn't mean your going to be cleaner or that you will be at less risk for STDs. So he brought up the fact that the child should look like him and his boyfriend which really pissed me off at which point I said something like your sick you don't need to be a father if your going to make justifications like that to mutilate your child at which point things got worse he said I should die I said the child shouldn't be born to someone as unstable as him.
Which of course all hell broke loose as we went back and forth and before I knew it almost everything I owned had been destroyed in a great rage. I estimate I destroyed around 3,000 dollars worth of stuff.
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When Jesus Christ said love thy neighbor he was not making a suggestion he was stating the law of god.
14 Mar 2009, 10:12 pm
*hug* please feel better and seek some help.
