Fickle_Pickle wrote:
Recently, I made a discovery I'm not like all the other human beings. Basically, it's easier for people not to care about stuff (so I planned to use drugs to take away all of my feelings) and so basically greed=humanity.
Everyone thinks I'm either crazy or faking. But guess what, humans? I'm not a part of your revolting, disgusting race!... there's nothing you can do to make me act normal or even NT!
Yet... I'm a follower and wish ever so much to be NT and mentally healthy that I laugh at people who are proud of themselves for who they are just to hide my jealousy of them.
I may not get either of the two jobs I signed applications for because it's like they automatically know I'm not fit to have a job. THEY KNOW ME WITHOUT EVEN HAVING TO SEE ME IN PERSON. Paranoid, yes.
I am going crazy from all these humans making me angry and thinking I am one of them. Well, they know and understand so little....
I so feel you with that. Human kind does things for... human kind. "Why do humans donate then?" Humans donate and do "nice" things either because they/we were taught at some point or other, over and over, that doing it is to be done, that they would feel wrong if they didn't, and/or there is reward from doing it. Church (mostly), stores, everywhere you find general humans acting soley on "i, me and myself" behavior. I think our species is vain and greedy to...
I take it you took a personality tests. I think those tests are BS, made to "weeve" out aspies and other minorities, and they do just that. I will fail getting any job that has that personality test bung, because I don't lie on these tests.
Walmart, Walgreens, KFC, and Garden ridge, all have personality tests. Of course I never got a call back, despite that Garden ridge had been "Now hireing" for over five years straight now.

Those terds! On the other hand, three things are the reason they always hireing. They boss is a major butt hole, the job really sucks, or the hireing is just a $% stupid system!