ImTheGuyThatDidThat wrote:
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"""Sounds hard that you could spend such long time without noticeing, are there possibley parts that you dont remember or you black out or something"""
I know, it sounds imposssible, cartoonish at best. I would not belive it had
i not experienced it so many times. You dont black out, i would say its more
like you go into 6th gear and push the pedal to the metal in your head. You get
a tendencie to say everyting you think and when several people sit together
and talk in this "shape" it just happens. blablablablablabla then you think "damn
i should get out of here, its been 3 hours already" and before you know it its
blablablablablablablabla sprinkled with ideas that might not be so good, but they
sound good and then someone says "you know what, lets do that now, right now!!"
and suddenly you`re in a car going to some random place on a whim and so on
and so on and so on......uh, the horror - alot of those kinds of memories i wish
i could erase, its just riddicolous and dumb. And it felt dumb back then also,
i just got caught in it as many kids does unfortunatly.. so much wasted time
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still not 100% sure about the time thing, even though i`ve been
through it. It clearly affects our perception of time in a big way,
that i know
I agree that there is no blacking out. I've been through this, as well. It feels like you push a fast forward button on your body and mind. Even a very untalkative person will talk for hours, or days, without running out of stuff to say, as long as they are still high. After a few days, your body gets so tired, but your mind refuses to let you sleep. I have only used it a handful of times, but it was enough to get a thorough understanding, and enough to convince me to quit. I consider myself lucky that I was able to "get out" before it ruined my life. The scary part is that it hasn't really reached my area yet. I just hope this small town will survive the theft and violence that meth can bring.
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