dreaming a name
"Shouting for help in field and forest
Asking for permission to suffer and die
Why am I allowed to live?"
In the dream I heard it as a song on an album, by a male singer, in a heavy rock style melody.
Wow, these are very powerful words. I could see that as a part of a longer poem/song lyrics. Dreams like this are so interesting because often times when I dream an idea, I wake up feeling like the idea came from somewhere else. But, these things came out of our minds---so they are our creations unless we heard them somewhere else.
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"My journey has just begun."
Sometimes (but extremely rarely) I happen to dream about things which later on I can’t identify as existing in reality or belonging to the dream world – I’m not sure myself to which of those worlds they belong. For example once, many years ago, I had a dream (but was it really a dream?) in which someone informed me my cousin was always talking in his sleep – no idea if it was a family member who told me about this in reality or whether it was just the information from my dream. And maybe two weeks ago I had a similar experience with mom telling me that day she was going to return home from work for some time at noon (to take something from home, I think) and in turn go back to work. That day I couldn’t remember if I had heard her talking with me about this in a dream or if she really had told me about this or something.
I also had once a dream in which I was a man whose name was Zac: http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf49702-0-210.html
On a few occasions I dreamed also about people whose names were known to me – those people really exist somewhere or not but their names were ordinary names from my country – I couldn’t recall them after waking up though, only the initial letters.
As a child I had a dream about kittens and I still remember very well that the name of one of them was Rosol (broth) – no, in Poland we don’t call our pet cats Broth.
Aimless – no, this dude from the X-Files was named Alex Krycek: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alex_Krycek
"Shouting for help in field and forest
Asking for permission to suffer and die
Why am I allowed to live?"
In the dream I heard it as a song on an album, by a male singer, in a heavy rock style melody.
Wow, these are very powerful words. I could see that as a part of a longer poem/song lyrics. Dreams like this are so interesting because often times when I dream an idea, I wake up feeling like the idea came from somewhere else. But, these things came out of our minds---so they are our creations unless we heard them somewhere else.
At the time when I dreamed the song, I was just getting well again after a period of severe depression. That may have had an impact.
One more thing on the topic I just recalled – once I had a dream that I was watching a really scary horror movie the title of which was „Cadaverous Flowers”, I don’t remember what exactly it was about, there was something about Hitler, I don’t remember anything more. I remember only that in the dream I was google searching the title of the movie to check if it really existed (and it did but only in the dream reality, such a movie has never been directed - I checked it later when I woke up).
As a child, one night I was also dreaming about a woman whose name was Para who was about to be put into something like a harem of some man. This name doesn’t function as a given name where I live but it has several meanings in my native language – steam but also couple or pair.

And this night I had a dream, in which someone started a conversation with me online in the late evening and I replied in English but it turned out he was Polish and that he was most likely a person from the Pegasus games board and I told him I was going to bed and that we could have a talk the next day - when I woke up at night, I started to wonder whether it was a dream or the part of the previous evening indeed

