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beware the effects of the Social Isolation factor of sheltering in place. Even on other family members including parents ... Stresses of worldwide Pandemic
might Have on Persons that have to live through these type of times ,are probably not well Researched . just a thought.?

People on this site bashing me because I made the terrible mistake of mentioning my political beliefs. Please be tolerant! We don't all think alike !

Hugs

Mother.

My head still feels very icky.

Road work outside my house. Damn the jackhammer!

Some neighbor keeps trying to pair their phone to my tv's bluetooth. There is no way to block any bluetooth requests other than to manually select "no" each time they try and pair or turn off my tv's bluetooth altogether at which point I can't use the voice controls on my remote. I think I might rename my wifi to something telling them to f**k off.

My NT sister and I can't seem to do or say anything that may set off our mom.

In fact, our mom just blamed us for the poor quality of the washing machine that we still use to this day.

My sister wrote a letter basically asking L if its possible fr me to leave this city n move closer to her or my brothers.

She asked that I fwd it but I didn't agree. I dont want to engage in another contentious proposal and the idea of moving too...
.she convinced me.. Logically she is right.

Even fr my mental wellbeing she might be right.

But i just want everything to work as is. I know that's not realistic

Anxiety

Debilitating social anxiety. It was easier to talk to people in person than online somehow.

Overcoming an urge to self harm only to discover a vast expanse of loneliness beneath it and the inability to build any kind of bridge across it. The futility of existence a reality that I did not want to see. Physical pain would seem preferable on balance.

my hayfever is starting to make me think of having this infernal flu thing.. slept most of today away.
its too late in the day to use a allergy pill , i think it would keep me awake. am getting scared to be arounsd people cause, am seeing people not paying attn to social distance stuff.. Do not believe the people in my area would or are paying attn to Shelter in place orders,, they just figure its like any other flu ,, bug and tuff luck if your immune compromised mentality.

try to be ok ... but gets the idea of pain as a distraction from stuff.

Appreciate your understanding.

Anxiety.