Apparently now I’m not allowed to note that something hurts or is at all unusual unless it’s alarming
I only mentioned the red streaks that showed up under my thumbnail (along with pain) because I have no clue how nail infections work and didn’t know if that might mean I’m getting one and might need antibiotics or something, I don’t think telling me to keep things to myself was called for. Maybe I
should start noting every single time something is the slightest bit out of the ordinary to show that no, I’m
really not doing that at all right now.
I strongly suspect, based on many similar incidents to this, that something about me is inherently annoying, so that any time I speak is an annoyance. Maybe I need to try to change my voice somehow or something, is that it? It happens right up front, too. Something certainly seems to scream to everyone right off the bat that I make big deals of little things, because even the first time I’d talk to a nurse at the student health center in college, they’d act like they thought I was exaggerating or just making up a problem.
My mother and I would understand this completely. Doctors and nurses have always thought we exaggerated stuff cause we weren't screaming or hunched over in pain or panicking like crazy. I am sorry your family(I assume) don't believe your pain and worry which is odd considering you being a cancer patient many different things can happen that are unusual...