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kraftiekortie
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25 May 2021, 8:54 am

^Haven't seen you in a while. Glad to see you back.

No more Self Loathing!



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25 May 2021, 8:55 am

kraftiekortie wrote:
^Haven't seen you in a while. Glad to see you back.

No more Self Loathing!


I'm really good at pretending to be a ghost, but I need this place sometimes. What's up, y'all? :mrgreen:


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25 May 2021, 9:26 am

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I hate myself less and less ever since I was evaluated and diagnosed. I realized today that I have almost zero self-loathing left. It felt like a personality trait for so long, I didn't think I was capable of *not* feeling it.

Also, I am on week three of a new job, making more money with less stress. YES. Life is good.


Shall we dance?



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25 May 2021, 9:31 am

IsabellaLinton wrote:
martianprincess wrote:
I hate myself less and less ever since I was evaluated and diagnosed. I realized today that I have almost zero self-loathing left. It felt like a personality trait for so long, I didn't think I was capable of *not* feeling it.

Also, I am on week three of a new job, making more money with less stress. YES. Life is good.


Shall we dance?



Heck yeah, let's waltz! :heart:


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25 May 2021, 3:39 pm

Why am I getting weaker overtime?

I'm not even 30 yet.
I exercise, I go easier, I'm not sickly or weak.
Yet... There's no progress for years.

Why do I feel this subtle gap between what I used to have from what I have now?
I can feel it. I felt it when I was 15, when I was 21, now when I'm 26.


:x I want a diagnosis.
But I doubt that's an option. Considering what the heck this house is doing and spending things over, along with all my frustrations against communicating about it.


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25 May 2021, 4:21 pm

I am tired of being tired so much of the time.


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25 May 2021, 7:37 pm

I don't get why even small changes to my life and to my routine stress me out so much. It's frustrating.


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25 May 2021, 8:47 pm

HeroOfHyrule wrote:
I don't get why even small changes to my life and to my routine stress me out so much. It's frustrating.

I can understand you.



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25 May 2021, 8:53 pm

martianprincess wrote:
kraftiekortie wrote:
^Haven't seen you in a while. Glad to see you back.

No more Self Loathing!


I'm really good at pretending to be a ghost, but I need this place sometimes. What's up, y'all? :mrgreen:


((hugs))

Welcome back. :mrgreen:


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25 May 2021, 9:38 pm

funeralxempire wrote:
martianprincess wrote:
kraftiekortie wrote:
^Haven't seen you in a while. Glad to see you back.

No more Self Loathing!


I'm really good at pretending to be a ghost, but I need this place sometimes. What's up, y'all? :mrgreen:


((hugs))

Welcome back. :mrgreen:


:mrgreen: :heart:


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25 May 2021, 9:41 pm

martianprincess wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
martianprincess wrote:
kraftiekortie wrote:
^Haven't seen you in a while. Glad to see you back.

No more Self Loathing!


I'm really good at pretending to be a ghost, but I need this place sometimes. What's up, y'all? :mrgreen:


((hugs))

Welcome back. :mrgreen:


:mrgreen: :heart:


Welcome Back to Wrong Planet! :D


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26 May 2021, 10:52 am

Feeling a bit down now... I went to this Japanese restaurant near my work place for the first time in nearly a year, partly due to covid but also because it's not the most budget friendly place around, and well... it could've gone better. I had planned that I'd try to order in Japanese for the sake of practice, but just like before when I've planned to do this, I had no guts to do it. There was another woman there too who seemed to be a friend of the only worker in the restaurant, so that made me freeze up even more and not want to order in Japanese since I'm easily embarrassed by mistakes when it comes to language. Ordering in restaurants always makes me a little anxious, save for fast food places that I can order from in autopilot due to being used to it enough, so I think that played a part in it too... to top it all off, the owner speaks poor Finnish (which is odd since she's been living here for years; I don't think she puts in proper effort) and when I asked to pay with cash, she didn't understand me and by then I was too flustered to even realize to switch to English, which the owner's friend thankfully realized and told her, in English, that I wanted to pay with cash.

But well, I did manage to pay, and went to wait at the table and tried to read the Japanese books in the restaurant while I waited (truthfully, those books are the main reason I like to go there lol.) I'd ordered the same food once or twice before, but it wasn't as good as I remembered... or maybe the mess with the ordering just left a sour taste in my mouth.

I'm seriously considering not going back until I can properly order in Japanese... not that this is the first time that I consider that. Anyway, next time I'm just going to one of those Asian buffets nearby. Cheaper, faster and I can eat as much as I want. Plus no pressure with the language.



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26 May 2021, 5:23 pm

Doing my best to keep my skin from drying out from this heat..


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26 May 2021, 7:10 pm

Excited over my packages.
It consists of graded glasses with photochromic lens and high fidelity earplugs.

Both I'd be trying out for the first time.


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26 May 2021, 7:19 pm

The dog looks at me like I'm crazy whenever I have a vocal tic. lol


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I use he/him pronouns.

I like playing video games, watching cartoons and anime, reading, and cooking.

I have two cats, a rabbit, and a dog. I also enjoy learning + cataloguing information about different types of animals and plants.

Empathy Quotient: 34/80
Systemizing Quotient: 104/150
Friendship Quotient: 56/140
Autism Quotient: 36/80

RAADS-R: 169

CAT-Q: 153
Compensation: 57
Masking: 47
Assimilation: 49

Your broader autism cluster (Aspie) score: 144 of 200.
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 63 of 200.
You are very likely on the broader autism cluster (Aspie).


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26 May 2021, 7:28 pm

Hatred is growing in my soul.