What's on your mind right now?

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My evening workout.

World in pendulums.

Which sways which now..?

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Lots of rain and dark skies today. Didn't feel that dark a day though.

I'm amused over how people fight over useless things, argue over the same. I'm guilty of the same, as I'm people all the same. I guess it counts when you finally realize it, even if it doesn't change anything about that hit.

I feel like I'm starting to run out of reasons not to kill myself.

Rain
Rain
Rain
Rain
Rain
And then a bit more rain.

A need to finish my FAFSA for the 2022-2023 school year.

How to tell my boss I'd be working half time the whole June if I chose a course...?

Hmm...

And what bike to choose. Seriously. I better make up my mind before next week.



It's not the overwhelm that worries me.
It's that uncertainty inducing information and knowledge gap I have to look out for.

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Cotard's.

The suspicious lack of rain here today (outside of the morning). Every single poem I wrote out of "boredom" today was far too morbid (even the one about sewing), which I guess goes with the above.

Just doing my best to manage with arthritis or whatever is plaguing me.

Life. Rain. Very light weight carabiners.

My mother teaching me how to catch flies with a bare hand without harming them. Which I just did.

Navigating the darkness to the door to release said fly was the hard part in that story.

Pizza

Psych visit.
Wasnt depressed before i went but i am now.
Mostly because of the "You need to find a purpose"
And him asking me to think of a "happy time" in my life.
Only crickets there.

My leeks bag leaks.