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I'm so tired. I really don't want to go anywhere or do anything this weekend.

That "last day of summer vacation" feeling as back. I originally had it back in August, but now it's back. I'm looking forward to be finally returning to the place I feel at home, but I just got this feeling all day ya feel me?

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How much a part of life I am not, and the lack of opportunity to change that.

I can't wait until April.

Tuesday I emailed my "friend" and it is now Saturday and she has not answered. Do not think she wants to be my "friend" anymore.

From now on anyone that has the nerve to refuse to say "excuse me " instead of "huh" and "what " will not be my "friend". ("Actions speak louder than words ")

Today was my birthday and I had nobody to celebrate it with, nothing to do, nowhere to go, it was raining off and on, and no transportation. But what the flying f**k either. "Life" goes on. s**t

Walgreens app told me to phone them about a prescription. Even doing the slightest thing has so many steps. s**t.

I hate talking on the phone. Besides some people don't speak English or do not have phones or internet access. How do they get prescriptions?

Lazy Boys Rashad and Steve do next to nothing at work and tattletale tom doesn't bother them. Tattletale tom had the nerve to micromanage me. One time he told me that he had not seen me in a while, but I was on lunch. Meanwhile lazy Boys Rashad and Steve often just disappear from the parking lot for a couple of hours

f**k tattletale tom

Kayla feder b***h has had a lot of slaves do a couple hours of work, each, without compensation, for a couple of years. Just because "she's a good teacher". Kayla feder is in violation of the Fair Labor Standards Act in that it is illegal for a "for profit" business to have volunteers

Kayla feder b***h and tattletale tom could get away with murder

Meanwhile I literally breathed the wrong way and Rolando penis almost banned me from aikido, indefinitely, for "disrespect"

f**k Kayla feder b***h and Rolando penis

I wish there was some kind of donation system for WP members to help struggling members.

I wish that I was capable of feeling loved by people, but my brain will not allow me to feel that.

If you can't feel it, just believe it.
That's what I have to do.

One of my friends (an elderly man who I believe is autistic, he definitely has some kind of severe mental handicap anyways) gave me some little squishie rubber toys. Y'know, they're somewhat popular, you can find them a few places and they are nice sensory things.

He gave me 5 of them. I was helping out in the nursery today, and I left them on a table outside the nursery. When I left the nursery after the kids went home, one of my squishies was missing. I was like "oh well, guess that's what I get for leaving them out in the open with little kids around".

Anyways, went outside.... saw my squishie with some stuff left by the pastor's autistic grandson. I was too shy to ask for it back....

It was a little kitty cat and it was my favorite out of the ones given to me. I miss it.

It just occurred to me that instead of struggling to get my bass in tune, I should put thinner strings on it, tune it up an octave and just use a pitchshifter to drop it by an octave down to where I want it.

^ Ah, yes, Happy Birthday to shortfatbalduglyman!

(Birthday hugs)