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12 Mar 2023, 2:56 pm

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Today was my birthday and I had nobody to celebrate it with, nothing to do, nowhere to go, it was raining off and on, and no transportation. But what the flying f**k either. "Life" goes on. s**t



Merry Birthday SFBUM. What belt are you in aikido? Do you even do belts? ( I know some don't) I got to orange before the place closed down and could only find Jiu Jitsu as a replacement, which I also got an orange (2 yellow stripes) belt before I got injured out of martial arts.


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12 Mar 2023, 5:14 pm

Happy Birthday, shortfatbalduglyman!



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13 Mar 2023, 8:04 pm

I bought alcohol but I'm going to try to have just one or two drinks. I shouldn't drink at all though. At least I'm not getting really drunk. lmao



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14 Mar 2023, 4:34 pm

Dad's trying to make dinner and he's suuuuuuper drunk.

He can't wait til mom gets home, no. He's hungry now and doesn't know how to use measuring cups.

Just earlier he had trouble finding the defrost button on the microwave. It was right in front of him.


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14 Mar 2023, 7:48 pm

The reason why I'm "afraid" of doing or getting something new is because it might not be worth it.

I refuse to work another several months to make a single try a damn failure.
Only to be able to do it again after several months -- because I literally cannot afford it.

'How can I afford it'? -- by working for several months, or smooch people off. Doesn't keep up with how I seek novelty.
And not guaranteed for it to be worth it -- I'd either wasted several months, or lose trust and respect and feel 'guilty'.

:roll: Not because I'm "autistic" that I live in a fricking "bubble" and in 'distress' of change or something new.
Or struggling with 'anxiety' and I don't even have that -- unless specifically around money.


Can't people understand that I grew up poor enough to not able to afford a slight consistency at home, and as much as I hate to admit that it's what I 'know' DESPITE desiring otherwise???

Can't people understand that I have to be 'reckless' and 'apathethic' to counter this stupid 'guilty conscience' instilled in me???!

Can't people understand that I don't exactly live in a world where I cannot 'afford' mistakes??
I'm not even a doctor or a lawyer to have that kind of responsibility, yet I live as if that's the case and I hate it.

I don't even care about being "safe".
I'm just fricking tired. Just fricking frustrated to this form of helplessness.



TLDR; I have more financial traumas than social traumas. :roll: And people are stupid enough to mix up both.


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15 Mar 2023, 5:50 pm

A couple maintenance guys at work initiated conversations with me. People usually don't do that so that was nice.



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15 Mar 2023, 5:53 pm

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15 Mar 2023, 6:10 pm

^ Can I use my stiletto? :wink:


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16 Mar 2023, 8:27 am

Can I push the button now?



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16 Mar 2023, 8:49 am

Thinking about the anime Onimai/Onii-chan wa Oshimai and how it compares to Xenoblade Chronicles 2. Both may seem shallow and problematic on the surface, but there is something very beautiful underneath if one takes the time to analyze and appreciate them.


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16 Mar 2023, 8:58 am

Why am I afraid to talk on the phone? No problem with texts or email.



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16 Mar 2023, 9:04 am

Where_am_I wrote:
^ Can I use my stiletto? :wink:



Use both. Maybe Christian can wear one.


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16 Mar 2023, 9:48 am

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16 Mar 2023, 1:04 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:
Where_am_I wrote:
^ Can I use my stiletto? :wink:



Use both. Maybe Christian can wear one.

Who the feck is Christian?!


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16 Mar 2023, 1:05 pm

How can people be so damn IGNORANT?! :evil:

...please excuse my vulgarity


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16 Mar 2023, 1:11 pm

Where_am_I wrote:
IsabellaLinton wrote:
Where_am_I wrote:
^ Can I use my stiletto? :wink:



Use both. Maybe Christian can wear one.

Who the feck is Christian?!


I thought he owned the shoes?


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