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"There's a big difference between kneeling down and bending over"

bad-ish sort of version of "Heavenly Bank Account" also not '81, idk why thats mentioned everywhere, it was so in the usa?
book - Delusions and the Madness of the Masses By Lawrie Reznek
or networking the good-old-boys-clubs to get you bs spread like nuttella
Lacan and Science by Jason Glynos

Hmmm...

I do feel sick, but why?
It's not like I ate something wrong, because I just ate the usual. Though, I'm losing appetite...
Not overexposed to weather either, otherwise I'd be having more sneezing fit and headache.
Not that I got exhausted either, because it's too physical and sensory input doesn't hurt.

I'll just hope it's not dengue. Again.

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I have so much I want to talk about but nobody to talk to who will understand.

^ I feel the same, especially about asd..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6W5ORQd ... Mm&index=2

45 yrs ago today : first day TX Chainsaw....one day they filmed for 26 hrs (!) straight

Wishing I had a knife, but knowing it's a darn good thing I don't

Working as a construction worker sounds cool

Except, heights, dangerous

Some construction workers are sexist

Loud noise

Long apprenticeship

Heavy lifting

Bad air quality






Staring at the computer all day long feels so virtual


Not real

Yes computers serve a function but not everything involves a computer




JROTC cadet Peter Wang


Brain food


My current internship just told me to do manual labor so far

The law says that internships are supposed to be educational

But that are so nice thus far

beggars can't be choosers

And it's just six weeks


Carpenter


Plumber

Weird morning.

It's like half of myself (?? Left half of my head? Left brain?) Is wide awake.
The other half is half-asleep and yet to be awake, being dragged by the other half.

I'm not 'forcing' myself to get up and be productive.
I really feel bits of me is half asleep, yet I act and move very aware and awake without feeling like I have to put up with it.

Really weird.
Half of me is being lazy and daydreaming. Half of me is managing stuff in real life, and 'dominant' so to speak.

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Construction labor job

Habitat for humanity volunteer build houses

Builder

Meaningful "life"

It appears that everything is meaningless

Precious lil "people" (including the current counselor) keep misunderstanding me

It takes a lot of energy to get to "oh I see"



And what's so great about "oh I see"?

Nothing


Feel like a public nuisance

Carpenter

Karen Carpenter

Wanna gorge

It is 12:30 am and if I eat right now, all day long I shall be even more exhausted than usual


Sick Building Syndrome

Heating venting air conditioning

Garage

Wood shop

The building where I work has bad air quality


Boss told me not to go outside for lunch

Because then I have no key

But whatever


Air quality is bad outside too

Unless you go a long distance

Lunch is only 30 minutes

Barely time for two apples , a carrot, twix, three bottles of water, toilet



Do not feel like taking a shower


They could can me

Fired

Made redundant

Sacked


But they can't get another intern


It's just unskilled labor


Curious want to learn how to build a house



Apocrine glands


Sweat

GOD, AHY THE f**k CANT I JUsT FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF *ON MY OWN* FOR TEN FUCKIGN SEOCNSS

NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY OR THINK??????



WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?????


GOD DAMNIT!! !! !!

I wonder if the little grey men with the big black eyes will come visit me again tonight.