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Some days I feel like a[n] oreta ningyo. Other days I feel like a hikaru [ni? o?] tenshi.

It seems they're not going to call today. On the one hand, I'm glad I don't have to deal with it today. On the other, more time to be nervous. But the email did say a "quick call," so I'm hopeful it at least won't be a whole interview over the phone. Maybe, just maybe, if I'm extraordinarily lucky, there won't even be a real interview, like for the one job that did hire me. And if I do get it, it's actually a full-time job!

Good god, I'm fricking hungry.
Protip: Don't stay up till 2 am because it f***s everything up..

Eh. I don't wanna keep eating because it's boring AF but I still have to do it.

...and here I thought I was a Cloudcuckoolander.

The painful sting of betrayal.

I really need/want a haircut as my hair is really annoying me plus it looks dumb.

No wonder I thought the lemonade I had tasted really good - the place we went to for dinner switched to a bottle of sugar syrup instead of having sugar packets out, and I put in probably about five pumps or so of syrup, and had done it again for a refill before I noticed the tiny sticker on the side that said "1 pump = 1 packet." So I added about 5 packets worth of extra sugar to it (clearly I like my lemonade sweet ) I also had a chocolate-filled pastry for dessert. Now I feel kind of sick, presumably from all the sugar.

Never thought I'd say this, but I'm beginning to suspect that someone else may have Asperger's. I wonder how and if I should ask her, especially considering that she may have never thought about it, and I might just be making something out of nothing. I told her once that I have it, but I don't know if she remembers.

No one is safe. Daily each of us spin the fortune wheel. The odds are in the favor of the lucky ones, who are quickest to take it for granted.

fell out of sleep, wtf
i'm not going to step in for past mistakes still going on,
money and objectivity is hard hey, but sending troubled teens off without any psych evaluation, how's that insurance-wise? and then keepin self and others in denial, ugh ......well...it's the income i suppose
but no, i won't get involved
you decided to keep the overseeersmoney, so there you go...
i won't take this on my plate
(hehe, that was the hidden trap, was it?)

The scales batteries ran out

Paranoid about gaining weight



Reparations



Apology



The homophobic precious lil "people" that had the nerve to tell me that it is "lying" for you to ask me to call "he" instead of "she"



Ought to get court Mandated 2000 hours community service at the LGBT center



When I was 12, I wrongfully accused someone of stealing something.

At the bus stop, an entire stampede of them (at least four) physically assaulted me. That was the punishment for wrongful accusation

For over 22 years I have obsessed about it daily. And I have yet to forgive myself.






So anyone that makes a wrongful accusation Ought to get the same punishment. And any punishment could be justified



Anyways that is one reason out of many why it's easier to just be alone

Double standards

West Point Military academy. Honor code. Lie, cheat, steal

The decline of Toys "R" Us, and abandoned buildings.

Now I feel kind of ashamed. I do know that there is never any reason to feel ashamed or guilty.