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Now she’s not talking to me because I did what she asked me to do.

Do I just leave?

That must be really challenging.

Do you think leaving her for 15-30 minutes could help/give her a chance to calm down?

My leg hurts too much to walk away. I’m also concussed from the head injury and way too hot because I’m overdressed/likely spiking her fever.

I’m pathetic, I know.

Bring it on.

^Hugs!

^ This.

I ended up walking out because she got belligerent with me after I'd sat there 18 hours trying to help. They still don't know what's going on medically but she's clearly sundowning. I just can't cope after what happened last week. As for me being pathetic it's just ridiculous how much crap I have to deal with on other people's behalf. Just telling people the stories makes me seem like a freak. It's not me though, it's her and other people in my family.

I try so hard to live a quiet, unobtrusive life in my own little safety bubble but no matter what I do, I'm tied into their dramatics and made to feel like s**t for my very existence.

My doctor who is also mum's doctor is talking to my therapist and possibly involving police to help.

Deep breaths that everything works out somehow in the end.

Well, now technically yesterday (it's late)... I had to see a podiatrist to get my broken pinky toe checked on. I broke it last Monday. The podiatrist said the ER doctor didn't reset it properly, so he reset it. It took 3 tries. So painful! It's a really bad dislocated fracture of the middle phalanx.

Did not sleep well last night.

The fact that I'm a dirty bush who can't keep my fridge and my home clean, never mind myself. My outreach worker opened my fridge door yesterday and I didn't have a chance to clean out my fridge before she came. I got my fridge cleaned out which is a good thing. I just need to wipe down the inside with bleach wipes, when I buy some tomorrow on Welfare Wednesday.

A thought consequential enough for me to summon emotions.

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A few hours ago an inanimate object in my house literally shattered in a trillion pieces for no reason.
It was like an explosion, going up into the air.
It took hours to clean up.


Weird.