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Yet another parcel I ordered online never arrived. At least I'll be getting a refund for it. I've got to stop buying things online, but i just can't seem to help it because there's so many interesting items while everything at the stores where I live are incredibly boring or get sold out in two minutes.

Last thing I ordered was some plushies of the Animal Crossing characters on Ebay. I don't plan to order anything else after they arrive. If they arrive.

The US police state is rapidly getting worse. I'm terrified that soon the whole sh!thole country will confine all civilians to their homes & people will only be allowed out of their house for preapproved essential business & then they would be required to show identification, give social security number, & undergo a health screening so invasive that even the TSA officers will cringe. We will also only be able to see & hear Trump approved news on TV, the radio, & even the internet will be highly regulated.

Witnessing my mom being a perfectionist once again.

The usual, exhausted but want to do things that at least involve a trip up the stairs when I can barely even stand on the first try. I hate being so weak, and my family is clearly getting irritated of having to take care of me but are trying not to let me know. I was supposed to be becoming less of a burden (tears of frustration, which are really obnoxious but often happen to me no matter how much I don’t want them to)

^^
Don't let your family get to you like that. You will always be a strong, capable person.

Anxiety

My family isn’t really the problem, I think, it’s just me mentally beating myself up. They don’t tell me I need to help out more - that’s something I tell myself. They don’t say I need to do more things myself - that’s another thing I tell myself. So the problem really is my own mentality about all this.

Witnessing my mom being a perfectionist again.

(She also believes perfectionism isn't real.)

I’m having a very hard time, last night I hardly slept, I was in tooooo much pain. I been sooo mentally & physically tired.

Yesterday I was really anxious.

Filling out job applications and feeling like it's all for nothing and I want to cry

^ hang in there.

The email said it was time to renew prozac prescription

Sent a request

Email said Dr won't refill it

Paranoid that I can't take Prozac anymore

Withdrawal symptoms

I had to chew my neighbour's ear off after their failing to dowse a HUGE backyard campfire last night. I mean at least they had a fire pit but it was 10+ feet at 10PM & there was smoke everywhere at 10:30AM. I guess this is the thread where such things are written huh...

A heat wave in my home region of the US that will continue until this Thursday.

a mix-up at work.