Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My gut instinct is still spot on, for good or bad. Sibling stuff. It's why bad guys couldn't get the drop on me on that faithful night that ruined my life, because of course my thoughts will lead to that when I think of such.

Maybe the one thing about me that I like, albeit I hate it more often than not.

I had a very rough night.

Some days I think I can't do this anymore - can't deal with stress, can't manage others' mental health, can't keep going, can't stand it, can't survive.

I know the feeling will likely pass but I still need strategies to cope with such debilitating responsibility, and lack of EF or functional support.

Something has to give and I'm afraid it will be me.

My mom telling me off for wanting to attend class today.

(I'm at my school right now trying to finish an important paper that is due this Monday.)

Memories of ex friends. If these people were going to be like that i wish i hadn't met them.
Why did they even become my friend anyway i have no idea. Probably bc they were nurturing synpathetic people who feel sorry for me

Another night without the cooling system working--and no response from the landlord. (I guess that's what I get from going choosing the cheapest available apt. complex... I'm not sure if I can manage finding & utilizing a lawyer to at least send a legalistic-worded letter to light a fire under them, if it has to come to it: ugh.)(...maybe I can find some suggested wording on-line somewhere... that was helpful, once, when working w/ the insurance company...)

Me.

Little Jeep that Could issues. Yes, it wasn't the oil, and that's why I didn't bother using my energy on changing such. Flushing it out won't do anything. It's a blockage from iron oxide, carbon and sludge that becomes dislodged upon startup and running for a little bit, which isn't that hard to fix, just time consuming; I'd do it, but me useless due to executive dysfunction. You're getting paid and you're functional, so not much point complaining, as it's your job. Granted, I blame myself for causing it as I really should drive it around the property for a bit to get oil throughout the system and stop the buildup of stuff every now and again, as early morning humidity and the lack of combustion will be what's causing it. Even common stainless slowly rusts here if left out under cover due to the humidity over time.

Savings gone, but whatever. It'll build back over a year or two.

The slow moving government.

Mother

An abuse of power.

People whingeing on about life not being fair.

Anxiety

My mother was rushed to hospital.
I’ve been here all day.

Oh no. I hope she is alright. Hugs.

Thank you.
It’s not good, but the doctor is very nice.

I’m alone with her because of Covid restrictions and it’s the hospital where my dad died.

Lots of bad memories.

My mom telling me off for working on an important paper that is due this Monday.

I am now at a public library trying to finish it.

I went to have supper with my mom and my brother today, but I didn't really enjoy it because I know the world will end in a few months. We won't even be able to afford to eat anymore, we'll be forced to eat our pets and move into cardboard boxes.

Is there some kind of lotion you can use to numb your skin so that cutting your wrists open will be less painful?