Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Lots to do again.

Pressure in the side of my head
Headache
Nausea
Blah

* sends imaginary glasses, and words *

Gz I wonder where to begin. I think my mental trouble is over it just comes back no matter what I do. It’s all that stupid cartoon characters fault for making me obsessed with her. Hearing all about supernaturalism and the created beings called angels that they for some reason put in the Bible along with a bunch of physically impossible stuff. No proof of supernatural healing I ever experienced. I never experienced anything supernatural and I’m being told to believe in the physically impossible by many churches. I really can’t take this anymore, Covid hasn’t gone away where’s the miracle there. I’m gonna be like this the rest of my life because I’ve been asking for miracles for a while and everything seems resolved but all falls back apart, I’m not one of the chosen ones for healing and miracles so I don’t know how I’m gonna make it nothing left for me I guess

I guess that'd be because it's today.

Anxiety

My senior cat fell whilst climbing onto my bed, which is a sign that she may not do this anymore at her age of 18 1/2. It's really too bad that cats don't live as long as humans.

^18 1/2?

Odd smell in my office

Not being able to quit smoking

Facial nerve damage doing its random thing, which leads to TN and difficulty using that side with my mother's mobile phone as the hyperacusis gets worse in that ear when it plays up, as phone line/modem issues right now (yeah, I'm stuck in the landline age). I can't really hold a mobile phone in my right hand because of that other nerve damage (lol), and I'm not figuring out speaker. Human voices sometimes hurt. It doesn't bother me too much overall (the pain that is), but memories, and the 'net is fairly important to me.

Just shards, slivers and splinters.

Heating the oven for an hour only to discover I don't have the food.

Watching the ADS-B track of an Isle of Man-registered BOMBARDIER BD-700 Global, flying at 47,000 feet over where I sit here in the boonies of Northern Nevada, USA, and imagining what it must be like to be able to wing one's way around the world on a whim.

Anxiety

Talking on the phone. Also forgetting something my friend told me before. I have such bad memory. I didn't know what to say.

Laptop looks like it's dying. Yeah. The universe isn't much of a fan of me it seems. If I vanish for a little bit, that'll be why. Phone two days ago. Modem yesterday. Laptop maybe today.

Me have to order new one if me can't fix (saving money comes in handy).