Joined: 27 Mar 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 8,743 Location: Eyjafjallajökull
23 Sep 2017, 7:21 pm
I'm also a hypocrite because I should go back to the Dr and discuss my medication. But it's a pain in the butt because I work an hour away from where I live.
And the system to get an appointment is rubbish. You phone as soon as they open and so does half of the redt of the town and keep redialling till you get through and you have to just take whatever appointment is still available that day which is not convenient work wise for me.
I take the citralopram for hormonal reasons more than for depression.
Joined: 25 Nov 2016 Age: 59 Gender: Female Posts: 11,114 Location: Santa Maria, CA.
23 Sep 2017, 8:33 pm
They don't really make you happy. At best, they bring you back to equilibrium after you have been at your lowest point. They have terrible side effects, though.
Joined: 5 Jan 2010 Age: 50 Gender: Female Posts: 11,884 Location: Lost on Earth, waddya think?
23 Sep 2017, 9:59 pm
The drugs that have been mentioned are all a poor substitute for real happiness and will make you more miserable in the long run. But then again, they are more socially acceptable than food or possessions.
And I have to keep taking the drugs my past psychiatrists have nagged/guilted/forced me to take unless they give me permission to stop. Only right now I'm not seeing any psychiatrists. The last one up and left, they always leave in a couple of years or so, and gave the pharmacy a year's supply of pills for me to keep taking until I start seeing someone else. I'm worried that my pills will run out before then, or that If I do see someone new they'll be the worst one yet. They'll refuse to believe I have Asperger's in spite of me being diagnosed, or treat me like a sub-human who needs to be locked away and drugged into being a zombie. Even my mother won't be able to stand up for me.
It's a bandaid, a false substitute for real happiness which would actually prevent you working out what was causing your unhappiness in the first place, and resolving that problem. I found that with alcohol. Yes it obliterated the mind so completely that I couldn't be unhappy and wouldn't remember if I were, but the problems were still there underneath it, and so long as I drank, I was never working out those problems.
Joined: 7 Jul 2014 Age: 124 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 34,218 Location: Out of my mind
24 Sep 2017, 5:31 am
If someone could invent a pill with the same effect as alcohol but it didn't give you cirrhosis of the liver or a raging hangover, that'd be about perfect.
Joined: 25 Nov 2016 Age: 59 Gender: Female Posts: 11,114 Location: Santa Maria, CA.
24 Sep 2017, 6:39 am
My "happy pill" is cat videos. I love watching them because they're funny and cute. Petting a cat is good, too. It releases a feel good endorphin called PURR!