dcj123 wrote:
I am on the outside of the universe looking in
Okay in plain English, that means I am a kite
Normally I can quit very easily but I am having a bit a trouble cause I am having such bad suicidal thoughts lately, this happened earlier around mothers day this year. I had a meltdown on my parents then cause my dad was rude and called me idiot and I totally went off. I was hardcore on it then too and life was too much to handle and again life is too much to handle. I might just go with the new year idea, its obvious a stressful time for me so maybe I should indulge.