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ASS-P
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Joined: 9 Feb 2007
Age: 64
Gender: Male
Posts: 8,980
Location: Santa Cruz , CA , USA

23 Jun 2017, 1:30 am

To-day, the 22d, I was hospialized again and I am writing tbis inside the hospital. Yesterday, I went walking for some needed shopping, and, it left me utterly exausted and especially getting stabbing pain in my right breast/heart area. It was the same dynamic of the shelter putting me out at 8 in the morning and me having to walk around ALL DAY! :( continued. Walking up
a city block led to me having to stop freqently to lean against a parking meter/whatever and me wondering if I was building up to AZnother heart attack like I had in '15. :cry: .
The next morning I did ask the shelter staff to call 911, they took me to l'hopital , they did admit me, I have various ailments, but the reason they gave was my CHF, trying to get rid faster my excess water weight, they said tha t the heart/breast pain didn't sound cardiac. This is a respie/ rest, but when it is over I guess I will have to ask my worker/s to arrange a return to the shelter again, I would have lost the bed for leaving and the same dynamic would start all over again - And I imagine that all my other clothes and other suff I left behind at the shelter might be thrown away/otherwise disappeared by the time I get out.


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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.:-(
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!