i had some drama with a moderator and i asked to be banned, i talked with some people including another moderator and i decided to stay. i overreacted because i felt i was misunderstood and despite the moderator acting acting accordingly to the rules i felt it was endorsing some personal attack by other member, who seemed to have a pattern of this behavior with other people.
despite it all... this forum was very good for me, full of nice people whom i consider friends. i thought about just returning to post but i felt a bit ashamed of it, so it's been awhile since i'm just looking around a bit shy but i decided to make this post to get over it.
thanks.