Do you have a hard time letting days end?

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Snowy Owl
Snowy Owl

Joined: 15 Nov 2017
Gender: Male
Posts: 169
Location: U.S.A.

21 Jul 2018, 11:47 pm

These past few weeks, I've been consistently going to bed at midnight or 1 in the morning. Even when I have plenty of time to get my pajamas on, brush my teeth, etc., I still stay up to late. Not only is it probably bad for my health, but I keep ignoring my responsibilities (in the case of recent times, I've been putting off my post-open-house-thank-you-letters) because I always plan to do them in the evening, but I always end up goofing off in the evening. It also doesn't help that I have trouble falling asleep due to irrational fear.

I feel like it stems from my desire to make the most out of every day, which means every day needs to last as long as possible. I know I won't be young forever, and I guess my subconscious is willing to make it last as long as it can, regardless of the consequences.


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