2wheels4ever wrote:
jwhitco_1306 wrote:
First off i am glad to know that i am not the only one with this problem. second i have had this problem all my life and while i was living at home ( i dont any more so i can promiss i am safe) i used to get told that i was just lazy and would get beaten every morning that i didnt wake up dry wich was quite often. does anyone know if the beatings are what made it so even now i still have problems with it?
I didn't frequently get the physical end of it but the yelling and the blaming and being forced to wear a diaper in public sure didn't help. When I was hospitalized at 12 it went away for a while but then they started me on a med that brought it back, so the Dr. gave me Tofranil. After I got out it wasn't as often but it still happened at random until I was 17, I was paranoid about staying overnight anywhere for fear of what might happen. The only times I had a dry night now that I recall was when my grandpa used to take us kids to Vegas
i've had it all my life, and yes, yelling and beatings were there too. they blamed me for it and i remember even when i was young thinking there crazy, i'm the last one who wants this to happen?
i have noticed it is directly related to my stress level and self confadence level. also if i am sleeping w/ a women it very rarely happens, but when it does, they take it quite well
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