What made you anxious today?

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My boss is pissed.

And I'm in my less reliable state.
Will be hectic all week again.


I guess just the idea of having to go to work just procrastinates me from going to sleep early!...

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I'm really tired of sexist, pigheaded oafs.

I've realized over the past couple months that I match a lot of the symptoms and behaviours of BPD, and now I have severe anxiety over going to therapy and being honest about any of my issues because I don't want someone to notice and slap that label on me. It would probably ruin my life and do more harm than good with how stigmatized it is. No doctor I see for anything would ever take me seriously ever again and I would get scrutinized even more than I do now.

My online friend has been kind of ignoring me (or I'm just perceiving it as that, I dunno) since I first was honest about the issues I'm dealing with and it's giving me anxiety. I'm not going to let myself engage in bad behaviours to get attention from them, but it's making me really stressed out and depressed, and making me want to do stupid s**t.

Edit: Nevermind. They're talking to me now. I'm just f*****g deranged apparently. lmao

Off leash dog barked at me. Three cops were right there doing paperwork and they didn't respond. Scared the s**t out of my worthless corpse. The owner led the dog away from me. No apology. No nothing. f**k the dog owner

The sidewalk across the street from my work flooded. Took off shoes and waded through. Rain, knee deep. Paranoid of stepping on glass or something

Any wounds I get have been taking forever to heal. I have scratches and cuts that haven't healed in a month or so. I really f****d up today by cutting myself since I'm going to have to try to hide it for a long time.

^ Hope you're doing ok, Fairfield.

The possibility of not watching this year's Super Bowl.

I have to go to the store and I have intense anxiety because I really want alcohol, but I'm going to try hard not to buy any.

Stepped on a rock the wrong way and almost fell

Had to load some plywood for the b***h that had the nerve to tell me "I don't care about the doctors note. Put it in the car"

Took a long time to bowel movement

Missing my father's call. He's gone to his home country for three weeks with my mother. His health is deteriorating.

^^ Thanks guys.