All up i have lived in defacto type relationships for about 8 years of my life. I have to say when it comes to sexual relationships i have been pretty wild. I have never got an Std but i have two abortions. I still feel really sad about that cause i love babies.
I wouldnt do it now but my first proper bf when i was 15 i slept with a guy behind his back or nearly did or kind of did. He was in the next room ands walked in on us.
So that relationship didnt last very long. My second bf i did too except we wasnt offically together.
My third bf when i was 16 i slept with one of his friends. He told me i can do what i want but dont sleep with none of his mates. Anyway, I told his friend I cant see you again and dont tell him and goes i wont sweetie and i dont think he did. Then my fourth bf i slept with three men behind his back. He found out about two of them and nearly killed me, literally. I had severe bruising and internal bleeding from getting the sh** kicked out of me.
My fourth bf i slept with two men but he knew about it so that was cool.
I dont know why I am like that. I always thought i was an honest. loyal person.
My psych or case manager said alot of what i talk to her her about is typical of borderline personality.
I think thats why i am careful to get in another relationship again.
Does anyone want to go out with me?
Perhaps you could tell people more about yourself.