I can make full eye contact with my sister, (more or less my brother, not really), or my former girlfriend.
I can make partial eye contact with my autistic friends, but even less with my neurotypical friends.
I can't make eye contact otherwise. I can't even do it if you tell me to do it.
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Shedding your shell can be hard.
Diagnosed Level 1 autism, Tourettes + ADHD + OCD age 9, recovering Borderline personality disorder (age 16)