on purpose bad behaviour tonight

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Well hares a small brackdown of tonight

Punched stuff about 10 times
Swar about 5 times
Shouted 20 times
Kicked stuff 2 times
Thowed thing outside the window 2 times

Because of that on poupouse bad behavior:
I made one of the AD kids swar for the first time

The stuff won't believe it's on poupouse

Even that I did feel some control
It was not planed

But it still was on poupouse
I am just a evil person
But they won't even believe that

Why do you say it's on purpose? How can it not be planned if it's on purpose? Can you choose to not do it? You say you felt you had some control so it sounds like you didn't have full control. Sounds like you may be hard on yourself.

You are an embarrassment to evil.

You are indeed a devil worshiping heathen.

Why are you doing these bad behaviors?

I once threw a piece of tofu over the railing of a balcony down to the dining hall below.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE8m8EaRR90[/youtube]

Either you're really a total brat... or you're not a total brat, and you're saying you are because you don't like the idea that your behavior's really out of control.

It's a nice little excuse, to say "I totally meant to do that". It lets you pretend that you're defiant and rebellious and don't have a problem you need to deal with.

If you're being a brat, you need to stop it. It's not impressive bragging about how many things you punched to people on an internet forum.

If you're in denial, you need to stop it. Things are never going to get any better if you don't admit to yourself that you have a problem. Think of the addict who says, "Hey, I can stop anytime I want to... I just don't want to." You're doing that. Quit it. You do have a problem. It might be nice to ignore it and pretend there's no problem and you're just a brat, but you're not going to get anywhere in your life if you don't face facts and start working on it.

OP, do you feel guilty for the bad behaviour afterwards?

btw: I completely agree with what Callista said.

I think you need to take sensitivity training and work on being a gentle person.

If a poem I write
sheds a light
on my behavior
all the better

but if my thought
clarifies naught
maybe it's a riddle
with which I want you to fiddle

but if I want advice
it would be nice
to be clear as a bell
because, well--
we're Aspies, after all

As you may have guessed, your point escapes me.

The question is: if you were indeed being mean on purpose: why?

If you are just venting, I hear you, little brother!

Not being rude; but grow up, please.