Ive been under very heavy stress lately and depression sorta.
Ive started feeling anger towards people for being so ignorant.
The bars are about to close and the drunken finnish people are ready for some fights while waiting for their hamburgers.
I decided not to start the fight, just to talk out some things which in ignorant people would cause the urge to fight, if they have tendency to.
if and only IF they want to fight, I would start fighting.
all this just to release some of this massive amount of energy ive been holding inside.
I havent done this before, Ive been secretly hoping for some guys who want to start picking on me but whenever that has happened, Ive been drunk or stoned so I only laughed at them while not wanting to engage.
Today is different.
your thoughts?