hi all new to forum, I have adhd, aspergers and gad
am wondering if I have OCD obsessive compulsive disorder
I clean drinking glasses twice or more inverted and rub the top...
I would check to see if gas cooker is off but I do not use anymore, because of anxiety
and I check to see if front door is closed 2-5 times when I leave... I also don't like hearing dripping water from not shutting off taps correctly ( I check)
when I have a bad thought I say something out loud that comforts me... (depends what it is) all I know is I feel the need to beat my sister 10 years older or more until she realises I have autism and her c**t partner I will f*****g break his legs with a baseball bat (given the chance, and excuse) possibly won't happen )=
and most importantly peoples negative comments stick with me for months on end... I feel like cutting myself, I'm not going to, it is selfish, imagine the amount of worry family/friend would have (not a self centred bastad)
do I have ocd? advice please?