Raleigh wrote:
^ Interesting. I never thought people would get hurt by my not talking to them. I just thought it would be better for them and me. Are you talking about friends or people? I'm confused.
Friends, coworkers, strangers. People have told me I am weird, and generally not wanted to be friends. Even though I am unsure how I deserve people to ignore me, the consistent message I've taken from their actions has been that I deserve to be ignored. It's difficult to stop thinking that way and recognize someone not talking as about them, when sometimes, it's about me. It's just to me part of being caught up in trying to sort out a confusing world. Someone not talking creates confusion, agitation, uncertainty. They may feel unable, they may think it best. But because I'm always working at sorting what is going on, what is and isn't appropriate, it has a very negative effect no matter who it is.