I am fed up with the fact that I have to take three daily meds and one almost daily medication (all prescription) just at a failed attempt to not be having severe meltdowns and challenging behaviour every day. (although the gabapentin is mainly for migraines and I also need treatment for schizophrenia and OCD)
It seems that I need to be doped up to stay calm, but even that doesn't work; I still have severe meltdowns almost every day.
All techniques like mindfulness and meditation that I've tried don't work.
I am seeing my psychiatrist today. Amisulpride possibly being increased.
I have bruises on all my limbs and body. I cannot really go out alone anymore.
Anyone else feel this way, fed up.
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I am a partially verbal classic autistic. I am a pharmacology student with full time support.