ASS-P ~ No operation ?

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It seems that the re-styling means that you can't acess old threads , either through " Search " or an operation .
Neither of those were true , I wanted ~ If nessecary ~ the operation , and the toe/s weren't gangerous .
Now , however , if I can't arrange a decent recovery (As I have outlined before ~ I suppose I have to spell it out yet again , but I'm not up to it now .) - maybe I should let the bad toe become gangerous , and eventually die from it??
I've pointed out how I'd just like a decent recovery , with access to people and maybe start to set up going back to college - Have some music (Discs that I've already bought & stored with someone else .) to inspire me LEARNING TO WALK AGAIN , which I would have to do ~ I've pointed out how I could do this with a loan , not a gift , and outlined how I'd repay it ~ Instead , for one example , one " friend " of mine here has said , in her communications , how hot and horny she gets at the thought of me being denied a nice recovery ! (Note: Yes , that is a metaphor .)
Maybe I should just accept that I'm never going to have a chance to rebuild my life , if no one will help me with just a LOAN , and I really (one particular GIGANTIC trauma in my life) was suppose to have have died about 38 years ago??

...I didn't click " Reply " before , so...........

I do not know what to say. People have survived much more dangerous surgery than toe amputation without access to the internet. I feel very sad for you. I know that our life has been difficult. Many people care, but I do not think you realize that your requests are unreasonable and border on threats [ threatening to die if you do not get what you want]

I really so feel for you. I hope tht you get the surgery and I am glad for you that you have this opportunity. But please, TRY to see how unfair you re being. This was posted with love.

m8, nobody is going to send you a free laptop over the internet. Well, I would if I won the Euro Millions, but otherwise no.

I feel for you about having to lose your toes and about being homeless; I really do hope you have the operation and find a place to live afterwards. But you need to drop the emotional blackmail. It isn't in the Human Rights Act that all patients have to have internet access in hospital - if it was, then I could sue my local hospital for breach of the Human Rights Act, since it doesn't even have wifi in the wards.

I have been without the internet for several weeks, and, trust me, things will resume exactly as normal when you finally get back on it. Organising stuff like going back to college can, and in fact probably should, wait until you are out of hospital and more settled. In the meantime, in my experience, hospital stays gave me a respite of sorts. I did a lot more reading than I would do normally. Also brought along my PSP and mp3 player: you can pick up a cheap mp3 player on eBay for a few dollars. (Can recommend the Sansa Clip.)

CDs can be ripped into mp3 format via Windows Media Player, Winamp, or whatever. This person who has your discs could do this for you and send you the mp3s.

Tired, so gonna stop writing now.

....NCOT , perhaps you went whining to the Admins about how " vile " I was to you , as my answer was deleted .
Since you're so persecuted and I'm so evil , perhaps they will allow me to say that:
SAYING " GO GET SOME SCHWEET E-BAY SCORES , DUDE AND CHILLOUTSKI IN L'HOPITAL " , which is what you said , shows total and complete ignorance that I do not have an E-Bay account , I do not have a working credit/charge/ATM card , I do not have a street address to send things to , or even a US Postal Service box (which would cost 3 months rent in advance and possibly some companies would refuse to deal with anyway) . You are truly , very , ignorant !
You tell me go let the going-back-to-college dream totally alone for months ~ Perhaps this will work for you in Europe , where there's more encouragement in the system for going back , I assume your records are more find-able , and more recent , and you probably still have your parents , but I have none of those things* !
You suggest this head-in-the-air " Julia Roberts is staying at a $10,000 a week ashram , cleaning the kitchen in the morning amid chiming temple bells " " Lindsay Lohan is going back to rehab " approach , " ignore everything " . basically , NO ONE WILL HELP ME IF I DON'T ATTEND TO SOMETHING EVERY SINGLE DAY , no one , basically , ever follows up on anything with me !
I would do ALMOST ANYTHING to have regular internet access and ability to reply ~ It is a dream for me ! And I'm supposed to take some weekend-newspaper feature piece-style , well , what I said re: Lindsay/Julia above , according to you .
I am tearing now , as I did when I think of how I didn't really get to go to college !
As fab as being " tired , have to start writing " , I have to drag myself , with my bad feet and tired legs/frame , uphill in the wet weather , to get here to the library ...........
Yeah , Vick , too , I'm so mean to you . I'm so powerful and I have everything . My life is pretty obviously headed on a downward hill , and everyone wants to lecture me , NCOT and that " friend " I mentioned , about " take a technology break " like some Sunday newspaper feature , when I don't have anything to take a break from in the first place .
*-Perhaps not - I have , not by intent , seen more or your posts since .

...It's become quite cold here in Se. now ~ There is snow/ice on the ground/fixtures ~ I am sort of ` warm enough ~ in the trunk but I just have these glorified pajama bottoms + underwear on below and Chaco sandals sans socks (Suppose I could get a sock , but , I'm so bigfooted , the " One Size Fits All " is a lie ~ and I'm close to the shelter , shut-in and sitting in one place ~ Not good for my legs' circulation , the toes asaide ~ so much )