Excitement

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I've been stuck between Science Laboratory Tech and Computer Systems Tech for awhile (well for me anyways, I usually come up with a good strong theory and judgment pretty quickly and I rarely have two things like this that are so equal to each other so it was really getting to me.) For me, not having a goal to work towards is very aggravating. I always come up with the end and than build a way to it - often multiple ways to it. I need an end result and from there march my damn way towards it like a headstrong bastard.

Finally after more research in both of the degree's I have come to the conclusion of SLT, the courses required in the degree are fantastic, I'll be learning so much and finally probably won't be bored and feel like I'm capped intellectually like I have throughout school all my life. I was so excited I think my body spasmed and had a bit of an overload - didn't last long but still, and I swear you could here me typing my conclusion out from a mile away I was that obscenely frantic about this.

Made me wonder how extreme excitement I guess it would be effects others.
I know we all get it but just wondering about other peoples 'exciting times' and what they did in reaction to it.

The more I think about this and all of the possibilities the greater it becomes. Its horribly exciting. I might actually be challenged in something I like. ACK! I'm freaking out over a science degree ( and when finished I might be applicable for a Univercity Bachelor of Science!! ) like a little boy would be freaking out over a power rangers costume. I need to regain control over my nerves, seriously. Who gets this excited over SCIENCE and a change to learn and explore.. ect..ect ( God, I could go on forever.. I'll stop here.)? Lol.

I felt the same way when I was younger reading college course calanders! LoL!

I would actually get up and scream in excitment, jump up and down, so I usually only looked at them when I was alone!

Right now I don't get any nervous reactions to "excitement" but I do with stress, when I was a lot younger, if I was really stressed out due to something not going right, or studying something hard, I would break out in "itchyness!" I just could not scratch enough, and both my mother and the schools LRT did not know what to do with me! Right now I am learning how to drive, and if I get stressed, the tip of my nose and chin get very itchy, and my calf starts feeling like I need to flex and unflex until I near give myself a cramp! I know it is all in my head, but still!...

PS, congrats on finding something you love! I studies an Environmental Technician, Field and Lab in college, and I just loved it! Very heavily science based, and in the next year or two I want to finally go after my BSc! I will be 32, but better late then never!