Does anyone else see everything as a personal challenge?

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Everything I do I see as a personal challenge. I'm not sure if this is common in aspies or if this is just something I developed.
It's almost or has gotten me harmed multiple times. It's like I want to test fate or something. Usually if I'm in the car I'll yank on the door to test if I'll fall out or not. I'm pretty good at consistently locking doors though so nothings happened yet.
Some days I'll purposely not take my medication to test if I'll make it through the day. Even though I know I need it.
Anyone else do things like this?