Sandpiper: My experience of the world is total chaos. Every single new input comes rushing in and means nothing in and of itself and I am completely and totally confused. I cope as best I can and ask questions, which are often considered "dumb." Being 64 now, I have gathered up together enough patterns so that I don't struggle with it on a daily basis. But if something changes, I have to experience it and observe the chaos over and over and over again and then suddenly, without my being aware of any processing (although I spend a lot of time thinking about it) it all makes sense and I see the pattern. Once I have the pattern, I recognize it instantly from then on and it takes no time to process at all.
A simple example: In my work, I have to process a ton of paperwork to justify and support a person's need for services. Periodically, the agency changes how it wants these papers put together, increases the number of documents requested, and changes the formats, drops some documents, adds others. When the agency first implements these changes, it can take me hours longer to process the paperwork. One change resulted in an increase from two hours to prepare to 8 hours to prepare. I struggle with each item, making sure I don't leave anything out. I struggle with where/how to get each document and which to leave out. It makes my brain physically hurt and exhausts me. I come to dread this task. Recently, I have noticed I can put together one of these packages in about an hour with no stress. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN??? I have no idea. But what was once chaos and difficult is now easy and smooth. And I barely have to think about it at all. The new pattern is in place and I am fine until the next time they change it.
I realize that some people would attribute this to just getting faster and better at a task, but this is something different. For one thing, my colleagues do not have this lag phase in comprehension. For another it doesn't feel like learning something...it feels like chaos and suddenly clear.
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