Personally I'm not really big for this kind of holiday, but used to be when I was younger, Right now my boyfriend is laying in a snf--"sniff" (skilled nursing facility) in a diaper and I cannot even reach him on the phone as he is sleeping so much, and this would be the same, or about the same, be it tomorrow or today, but there is a possibility of love, at any time. There is that potential. One of the most important things is to be able to know how to give a gift which really does suit the person it is given to, and to the op, sounds like you have done that, and not just for your husband. Thanks!
The emerging aim for me at this time when I am going through so much is to not be identified, so if I celebrate a holiday and enjoy doing that, not identify, and if I cannot get into the ritual, then not idenitify with that. Then there is even more of a chance to love, and a holiday can be a reminder. Why not employ reminders, just as long as the reminder does not take over?