Have You Had A Career Involving Your Special Interest?
Only for a little while - I did a bit of computer programming in my last job. It didn't go very well, really; I was too used to having total control over my coding projects, and I found it very hard to do it as part of a team and with dead-lines etc. To be honest, it kind of killed it as a hobby for a while because it would remind me too much of the stress of work - I've got back into it now that it's just a hobby again, though.
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I reached a point where I found I could no longer take another job (Which I hope will change in the future) in one of my special interests (Bicycles) and it has really hit me in the ability to work on my own bikes. I promised a man and lady I know I would repair their bikes and it has been months as I was shutting down just looking at them! I will eventually do them. I am determined because I promised. Maybe if I do just a little bit now and then I can get them done so at least by next year they can ride them again.
It is aweful not being able to do the very things I used to do I could do... It is like my security has been pulled out from under me.
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That's pretty much I how felt, too. My coding was always a really good hobby for escaping from stress at work before; so when I started working as a coder, I felt like I'd lost one of the best ways I had of coping with the stress.
It's often recommended that autistic people look to their special interests as "strengths" to help them find a job. I think it can be a good thing for some of us, but I'm not so sure that it's always the best advice - I think that "transferable skills" are more important than trying to match the exact same thing. Doing a hobby under the stress of working conditions felt very different to doing it as a self-motivated thing, especially working for a corporation rather than being self-employed. After my experience, I've decided that I'd prefer to keep my interests and working life apart if I can.
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I'm jealous of those who have a special interest they can make a career out of. None of my interests have any practical uses.
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"
That's pretty much I how felt, too. My coding was always a really good hobby for escaping from stress at work before; so when I started working as a coder, I felt like I'd lost one of the best ways I had of coping with the stress.
It's often recommended that autistic people look to their special interests as "strengths" to help them find a job. I think it can be a good thing for some of us, but I'm not so sure that it's always the best advice - I think that "transferable skills" are more important than trying to match the exact same thing. Doing a hobby under the stress of working conditions felt very different to doing it as a self-motivated thing, especially working for a corporation rather than being self-employed. After my experience, I've decided that I'd prefer to keep my interests and working life apart if I can.
The issue is I found that I needed to work in jobs that somehow involved one of my special interests or I would have been too stressed. The one job I did which was not part of one of my special interests wasn't at all easy.
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I got into making Techno in 1992, with a friend. We got our first record deal in 1996. We released about 10 singles, did a few remixes, had a few tracks on compilation albums, and released 2 CD albums.
We gigged in London twice, then went on tour around Europe, playing 17 gigs. While on tour, I met someone and ended up moving to Switzerland 6 months later, where we got married
My friend didn't want to work over the Internet so we disbanded. I carried on working as a DJ for a while, released one more tune and called it a day in 2001.
I had wanted to be a programmer ever since I read a phamplet "Yes, No, One, Zero" while in elementary school and that was about my entire career. For years I was a contract musician when various churches needed an orchestra for Christmas, Easter, or presenting a major choral work--I had taken piano lessons for over a year around the 4th grade and violin in the 6th. A few years ago I taught chess at a summer camp, a hobby since around the 5th grade.
I'm a novelist (in process of trying to get my first, [Ilnconveniences,[/I] published, and currently typing The Harrowing of Helspeth.)
Sometimes I write with dip pens, or fountain pens, but mostly I use a typewriter. While I am working I like to keep the phonograph going and listen to some good music. Lately I have been on a major classical kick and playing Beethoven's Emperor Concerto, his 6th Symphony, and Chopin's Piano Concerto No. 1 on a windup Columbia "Grafonola" from the early thirties or late twenties. It sounds kind of like a really good radio instead of an old phonograph. All the writing is done under the 40-watt Edison lightbulb of my 1935 Eagle desk lamp.
My daily driver typewriter is a big sit-up-and-beg Remington, the "Paragon 12" model of 1927. But after lnconveniences it broke down due to dirt in the movement and a worn-out ribbon so I am not using it at the moment. Instead I am writing on a Corona 3 Folding Typewriter from 1922. It's very small and shaky and cigar-boxy but somehow it runs 97 years after manufacture.
Also, my desk has vintage books on it and a tombstone radio from 1938.
So I get to use all my special interests in one spot! Also, I need a real job.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 134 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 72 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
A career? Forget it, I've never even had a short term contract with a job that would have anything to do with any of my special interests. I do however have interest in mythical creatures and fantasy plus I write fiction, so I'm in the progress of hopefully making that a side job by becoming a novelist. I find it extremely unlikely, though not perfectly impossible, that I could one day make a living just out of that, but even having it as a side job would be somewhat satisfying and help me deal with my current boring job (or any other boring job I might end up with.)
Give it a shot! You have a boring job. It's money & you can do good work, I hope--so keep it and moonlight as a fantasy novelist. Bonus awesomeness if you're also adding characters into your books who have terrible occupations but are secretly into something amazing. Runes? Slaying dragons--or taming dragons and riding forth to fight the greatest evils that ever threatened the world??
You can only do what you try.
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Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 134 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 72 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
Even a special interest with some practical use can be problematic. I’ve had more than one special interest over the years. I developed a special interests in psychology in my teens and eventually after a lot of detours did become a psychologist. I found the work fascinating, but, working as an aspie therapist was exhausting with all the social contact and demands on my executive functioning. I ended up burning out and then was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for a month (the same place I had worked a few years earlier, ironic yes). I’ve not been the same since. I still love psychology, but my career as a full-time therapist is over. The strain broke me and now I can't manage a full day without coming home with a splitting headache, shut down and non-verbal for the rest of the day.
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