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14 Aug 2019, 7:58 pm

Both the ideal that do help, and the unnecessary towards either me or anyone else. Whether they figure it's autism or not.

Kinda why I wanna get away from others sometimes. It's making me too attached, and sometimes the treatment is pissing me off.

Kinda why I'm somewhat partially responsible for my own upbringing in my own insistence -- to let me be, figuring how to be as independent as possible.
Because people around me had no idea what to do with me, I don't know how to tell them the complexities of autism and how demanding it can be. I cannot ruin this by making them accidentally break me, nor approach me with kiddy gloves all the time. So I figured, I gotta lift my own weight and let me judge myself.
I wanna lessen that burden of them ever minding about me.

And that people don't have to know.
Because I wanna be held accountable regardless. Yet some people cannot help but being too forgiving.




Yes, I'm one lucky bastard. :lol:


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