Look guys, I apologize deeply for the way I been acting. My psychiatrist has been experimenting with meds to get me the right ones which isn’t as successful as I hoped it to be. Truth is my OCD has been through the roof and uncontrollable since mid August and this is my favorite time of year and so far I haven’t enjoyed it. It’s around the time I got engaged to my fiancée (I don’t know how she can put up when me) I apologize if I tried to force my beliefs on others or over reacted to others opinions, I admit I’m not mentally well right now even though I believed otherwise, this is around the time of year I mourn our cousin who was like a big sister to us and I have been very low on my faith with God. I sometimes just feel like quitting everything that makes up my life, like it means nothing to me. I’m sorry if I was a burden or a buzzkill to you guys. I didn’t mean to chase off or upset anyone or hurt other’s feelings and if I did I’m very sorry. I’m gonna keep on working on becoming better and a joy to be around. Thank you so much for those who forgive me and those who don’t forgive me I understand. I’m gonna keep going with both all my own might and others to pull me together and out of this pit. Love of God and Jesus Christ be to y’all.
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It’s foolish to worship angels and also foolish to ignore them.