Feeling like a savant and worries of delusion of grandeur

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I feel like a savant based on my restricted interests, is this normal? I don't mean to sound like I have delusion of grandeur, but that is this core symptom of ASD that I experience.

To be diagnosed as an autistic savant, a person will typically have developmental disability and an extraordinary knowledge or skill in one specific area. Generally, savant skills are in art, math, calendar calculation, music, and memory recall.

I am just very intelligent at what I am interested in, I don't meet the exact diagnostic criteria for Savant Syndrome.

if i had more self-esteem, i'd say that about myself as well. as it is, i know just enough to know what i like to do and how i like to do it.

Until 35 yrs ago I was the same
I think it was partly down to upbringing; my parents valued intelligence above all else and were continually telling me how highly intelligent I was
And that kinda sunk in

Then, when I was 30, I decided to go to university cos I was sick of drifting between low paid jobs and only just managing to keep head above water
And I was going to get a first class degree, move to Kyoto, and settle down into a career of translating Japanese literature

And instead I had a major burnout/breakdown which I never recovered from
These days, I tend to think of intelligence (grandeur if you like) as being primarily context specific

Thank you!

I sorry if I sound delusional to most of my peers and normal people, but I feel much more intelligent than them based on my restricted interests, It is as if I am a god, but I know that I am a human.

Try watching some craftsmen at work
I love watching people laying paving, especially if they are doing it with bricks
And when they're done, it's solid, lasts forever, and flat as a pancake
Then you try it

Or just buy yourself a small cube of softwood and a decent knife, and try cutting it into a perfect, smooth sphere

The people who can do this stuff are just as talented as you are

Thank you!

That does make sense. I am sorry for being worried that I have delusion of grandeur, some people will think how insane I am if I tell them that I am ten times more intelligent than them.

Hi Doofy,

You sound like you've had an interesting life.

I can't lay down bricks to save my life.

Really sorry you had to have that burnout that prevented you from living in Kyoto. I've never been to Japan---but Kyoto is a nice, historical sort of place, based on pictures and reading.

Yeah....I'm pretty doofy, too! A very New York sort of expression.

"Doofy" means "clumsy"----both physically and in a social sense.

A "doofus" used to be a clumsy person all around, who could never get out of his/her own way.

Thank you!

What do people who know you think? Have you broached the subject with them?

Not yet, but I have that fear.