quirky wrote:
Is this a symptom of AS? I heard it mentioned before. Since I was a baby, I've had trouble falling asleep. I haven't napped since I was 18 months old. Unless I've gone many days with only a little sleep, it regularly takes me around 2 hours to fall asleep, and if I've been sleeping a lot, it can take 4. Now that I'm in college, I take like Benadryl and non-prescription sleep aids more and more, and I hate it, but it's often the only way can fall asleep even relatively quickly. I hate opting out of activities because I know if I don't get home till 2 or 3, I might not be asleep till 6 AM, and then I'm really messed up sleepwise. It's my overactive mind, I think. To go to sleep I have to think about things until I exhaust myself - I can't keep my mind blank. Does anyone else have this problem? It really sucks, and I'm always stressing about it.
That's the story of my life. I'm both slow to get sleepy at night and slow to wake up in the morning. When I have to get up early I'm constantly sleep deprived. If I let myself go too long without forcing myself to get up in the morning I can get into a pattern of getting to sleep around 6 AM and sleeping until 2-3 PM in the afternoon. Once that happens it's absolute hell getting back into a morning pattern.
My mind becomes active at night even if my body is tired. Sometimes if I'm sleep deprived I'll be nodding off all day feeling like total crap. Then the strange part is that if I have to do homework or something engaging in the evening the tiredness will pass. Then I won't be able to get to sleep till late yet again. A couple days like this in a row and I'm forced to call in sick and miss work/class. It quickly gets to the point where it's impossible to stay awake in the morning even with many cups of coffee. It's so miserable and maddening.
I've also tried medication. The problem with benadryl is that it's hard to know how much to take. If I take too little it doesn't help me get to sleep at all. Take too much and I feel like I need to sleep 12 hours or more.
I took a low dose of the anti-depressant trazadone before bed for a long time. It knocks me out very quick at first but the effect diminishes after taking it for more than a few days straight. That medication also has side effects that linger into the next day if I take any more than the lowest dose. Now I take Ambien which works better than trazadone. However I eventually get used to the Ambien too (after a couple months or so) and then if I try to stop taking it I have horrible rebound insomnia. I guess the only thing I can do is just use the medication when I absolutely need a good nights sleep rather than all the time.