sort30030 wrote:
I think you should just be however is comfortable for you now and not try to learn any traits no matter which category it fits in just for the sake of fitting the category.
It's not that it's uncomfortable nor that I want to regain to be more autistic; it's just been socially removed from me. So I sit there talking to someone, wondering why I'm anxious, eventually realise that I'm maintaining eye-contact, break the eye-contact, and feel better. It's all just become conscious, esp. certain stims. However, it's really nice. (Hmmm rocking).
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"Weia! Waga! Woge, du Welle,
walle zur Wiege! Wagalaweia!
wallala, weiala weia!"
I won't translate it because it doesn't mean anything.