Hi there,
How is your relationship with your body?
I mean, are you aware what signals it is giving?
A bit strange is my relationship with my body, sometimes it feels like I am only my head and the rest below my ears come in second or even in lesser/lower(?) place.
I am, for instance, not always aware that I need to pee and just realising it when I get a really cold sensation, goose-flesh and a weirdish trembling and just in time I rush off to the toilet. Btw. I do not wet my pants. (or nearly never, that is.)
Or coldness idem. I sometimes do not notice it or notice very late that it's really cold. And once I realized it so late I could not stop shaking for hours.
Or even weirder still, once on a skiing trip I chopped some wood for the fire and the axe missed the log(?), due to my own clumbsiness, and the swing ended when the sharp point hit my right leg just under the knee. I really didn't realized the effect this action had 'till my boot became really wet, after 15 minutes or so. I lost, I think, over one liter of blood and never felt a thing.
'Listen to your body', the doctor said a couple of times very seriously when I had the illness called 'Pheiffer', years back. Listen to your body! How? What is it telling me exactly? f**k, I hate not understanding it. I mix up all sorts of feelings too.
Duh....
(This will be the only time I use emo's, I hope)
This post has a bit of down ring to it, maybe. But I am not. Never will I go there again. I wish not. My glass is half full. And the surface of the liquid can only be disturbed by myself.
Best of luck to you all,
Ceesjan
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Simplex Sigillum Veri
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