Does anyone else do this?
I find that I will often gravitate towards a character from something (TV, video games, books, etc) and 'take on' that character to represent myself. You can probably tell that I'm doing that right now with Tails from the Sonic video games, although it's been other characters prior to him.
I don't seem able to define myself as a person based simply on my own existance. That is, I know I'm a personal called 'Alex', but I don't really know what it means to BE Alex. I can't identify 'who' I am. So I end up channeling myself through established characters who feel similar to what I assume I must be.
For example, I chose Tails about 5 years ago because, like me, he loves computers, aviation (biplanes) and is rather geeky. I find it easier to 'be' that character, who is already established and has a solid known personality, than to simply be myself.
I've done this with other characters in the past, too. I always present myself through usernames and avatars of those characters rather than trying to present myself as a unique person, because I don't really know who that unique person is.
Am I alone in doing that?
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