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31 Dec 2018, 10:19 pm

Dieter Rams: architecture and carpentry--I wish I was that 'handy' :) .



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03 Jan 2019, 12:30 pm

The my 'not-wellness' including my physically based not-wellness since last Friday evening cease during the weekend.



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09 Jan 2019, 5:41 pm

A bunch of focus.


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09 Jan 2019, 9:25 pm

the ability to fluently switch focus from task to task, more than anything.



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09 Jan 2019, 9:39 pm

Legally mandated dog :roll: owner :roll: shock collar

Universal income

Retrograde amnesia

LGBT laws

Coed bathroom

Liposuction



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09 Jan 2019, 9:43 pm

universal [or at least realistically affordable without being a college person or a lotto winner] health care [including for mental health] and dental care.



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09 Jan 2019, 10:10 pm

shortfatbalduglyman wrote:
Legally mandated dog :roll: owner :roll: shock collar

Universal income

Retrograde amnesia

LGBT laws

Coed bathroom

Liposuction


What do you want to do differently in a co-ed bathroom? I'm baffled, unless you mean showering with a lover.



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12 Jan 2019, 7:39 pm

An apartment of my own and the resultant isolation to sustain it without hassling of bills

..b/c I find the question of a possible afterlife to be 'beside the point' to our current understandings of consciousness , I find that Borges saying 'I have always imagined that Paradise will be a kind of library.” to be highly appealling..that and/or an art studio where I could essentially be autotrophic and the only animal present

..to an indeterminate amount, reversing time/ my age to effectively embark on a development route as an artist, a career artists with no 'cop outs' to not having an understanding of what events will happen.



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12 Jan 2019, 7:41 pm

Whatever the f--k this patience s---t is..

..and actually having the conviction to live through a decision that I believe there is nothing wrong with...the s---t that dumba--- teachers scared out of me long ago.



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12 Jan 2019, 9:51 pm

That my sex drive would be reduced to the level it would be if I was (chemically(?)) castrated..

..that the voices and memory flashes of jerk teachers and such past disappear. This helps me understand..

https://watch.cbc.ca/media/winston-rown ... 0f17aa3146

I can't forget : 2:48-..3:21-..3:52-..4:15-..**4:55-5:16**//~6:50



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13 Jan 2019, 12:21 am

'Ultimate purfication' imo: hours I have lived being the same amount of hours I would spend in some 'special area' where I don't age, can be 'autotrophic' for a while and meditate uninterruptedly.

My attention span being increased several-fold.



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13 Jan 2019, 12:24 am

a sex doll.



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14 Jan 2019, 5:05 pm

...most of what I ever learned was rooted in fear, anger, hatred, shame..the whole formal labour investment process was certainly no exception..the 'deconstructions' of spirituality, religion and what remaining ~'theories of mind' were left when the dust settled was certainly no exception What is 'left over', is what I truly learned and frankly it is not very much. It is scant.

Hence when for all the praises for my 'smart-ness' I get, I think that I am legitimately a slow learner. Don't tell me otherwise b/c practice is the factor which is almost indomitably the only factor that is needed for existence not verbosity. That's better if you are in say a privileged position of academia where you can make wages from fairly(?) unrestrained pondering and I sure as h---l lost access to that boat for coming into contact w/certain teachers.

Hence I am slow learner b/c I am not as handy as the allistics want me to be. I don't trust myself as much as the allistics want me to and the f---rs are doubtful to listen to my babble about the nature of the self when it comes to why I won't do it and hence stuff like in that book review posting I quoted once is more likely to happen.



The only difference between one emotion and another is timing and dosage.

Repetition is my religion.

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Being able to continue living as I have **shamelessly**.



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16 Jan 2019, 11:42 am

Mailroom assistant.

Stocking associate.

Warehouse associate.

Shipping and receiving associate.

Dishwasher.

Library page

Hospital food tray delivery


No d--bags please in the work environment; could I have something like this in a nearby place please, for a potential +40 yrs, please?.

<'Almighty' deities can't provide for this and neither can the all present mind I have. Career development and other broken myths.>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uslDx0quA0o -- Jaimeo Brown Transcendence - Be So Glad



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16 Jan 2019, 7:47 pm

More energy and emotional resilience

Better public transportation

Higher metabolism

Less homophobia

Occupational therapy

Speech therapy

If precious lil "people" were not so deaf

$$$

Friends

Apology from homophobic ass holes