I was terrified for five days after going out, even before Covid. I would need to shutdown for about a week before I could function again, because I find people and society so completely draining. I thought that's what this topic is about, but I see it's about Covid. Since Covid started I don't go out at all, except taking my mother to appointments, and waiting in the car for her to finish. I come home and shower, disinfect myself, and wash all my clothes including my coat and masks. It gets very tiring.
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And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.