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05 Apr 2021, 10:32 pm

How do I differentiate my hallucination that I killed another child when I was four years old that felt so real vs real life?


This psychosis damaged me completely. I will probably not be able the difference between reality and fantasy for the rest of my life.

I am speculating that I might have Schizoaffective Disorder.


Here is how to try feels to to have my milder form of Bipolar Disorder with psychotic features.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2P ... Oaszbq/pub



A milder form of Schizoaffective Disorder.


In fact, I had this delusion for ten years!

I had this delusion before I started to take medications for Bipolar Disorder with psychotic features.



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06 Apr 2021, 6:52 am

This how it feels like to have psychotic episodes:


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https://www.quora.com/What-does-an-epis ... opic_bio=1



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12 Apr 2021, 6:05 pm

Sorry To Hear . Coffee Trigerred a few Episodes For Me .

the Problem is it Feels So Real Like You Say . The Mind is an Interesting Potential



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12 Apr 2021, 6:20 pm

PyschoEffective Happens Through Triggers . Pyschosis Can Be Ongoing .. Have You Saught Professional Help at All .. to Help Cope ?



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12 Apr 2021, 10:41 pm

Thank you! Yes!

My coping skills suggested by my psychiatrist:

1) Taking right medications
2) Listening to my favorite musics
3) Doing yoga and other breathing related exercises



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13 Apr 2021, 3:26 pm

Excellent Fran , You're Welcome

.. Niice , How Do You Find Yoga as a Regular Practise? Breathing Techniques Work Great



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13 Apr 2021, 4:17 pm

Yes!

Thank you!



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13 Apr 2021, 6:40 pm

8) . Regulation Of The Physical Body Certainly Helps the Mind



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13 Apr 2021, 9:16 pm

Thank you! It helps me too as well.



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16 Apr 2021, 5:29 pm

Are you sure you're not experiencing a different mood or personality disorder, and just daydreaming/creating imaginary friends.

Because I feel Schizophrenia is really serious, and this sounds like something different, and not quite Schizophrenia. I don't know.

I have bipolar/manic depression and social anxiety, and I dissociate myself sometimes. I do fiction writing. I have thousands of imaginary friends, and scenarios I make up in my head to cope and calm myself down.

I also correlate real life events to. I'm black and gay, and sometimes if I see a guy on youtube I like, I daydream and dissociate myself that I'm in a relationship with him, and yeah. It's puzzling and confusing, but yeah.

I don't know. I just wanted you to try that on for size maybe. I don't know.



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16 Apr 2021, 6:54 pm

My psychiatrist explained to me that I have Delusional Disorder with symptoms of mania and depressive episodes.



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16 Apr 2021, 6:56 pm

I also have Learning Disorders and Autism Spectrum Disorder.