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7, 29, 139 and 7, 11, 13 are coincident also with 21 7 and 3, 6, 9:

1. First digits in numbers in first triplet are 7, 2, 1; from that digits 21 7 can be formed.
2. Digits other than first in first triplet are from the group 3, 6, 9 - they are two 9s and one 3; sum of digits: 9, 9, 3 is 21 and their arithmetic mean is 7.
3. Triplet, as the name says, consists of 3 numbers; number of digits in 7, 29, 139 is 6.
4. Only one digit repeats oneself in triplet 7, 29, 139 - that digit is 9.
5. Product of digits in 7, 29, 139 is 3402 - that number is divisible by 7, 21 and 42; in that number there is one number 3 and sum of other digits is 6 (in addtition, these digits (4, 0, 2) sorted ascendingly or descendingly form an arithmetic sequence), sum of digits in 3402 is 9.
6. Product of repeating digits in 7, 29, 139 is 81, the number 81 is a natural power of both 3 and 9.
7. Sum of repeating digits in 7, 29, 139 is 18 (3+6+9), it is formed by the same two digits as 81.
8. Product of digits which do not repeat oneself in 7, 29, 139 is 42 (7*2*1*3), it is divisible by 7 and 21.
9. One number repeats oneself in both triplets; that number is 7.
10. Product of digits in triplet 7, 11, 13 is 21.
11. Product of digits in second triplet is 162 (3*6*9) times smaller than product of digits in first triplet.
12. Product of non-repeating digits in 7, 11, 13 is 21 (7*3).
13. Product of repeating digits in 7, 11, 13 is 1 (1*1*1) and it is 21 times smaller than product of non-repeating digits.
14. Sum of repeating digits in 7, 11, 13 - 3 is 6 times smaller than sum of repeating digits in 7, 29, 139 - 18; sum of numbers 3 and 18 is 21 (and 21 is divisble by 7).

I found some other quartets of arithmetic sequences (ASes) with common differences (CDs) 7, 29, 13, 31 which could be formed from digits of the dates of the visits with psychiatrists during which I was (most probably) diagnosed with F84.5, F42.2, F21.

First of these dates is 28.4.2015. ASes formed from digits of that date are:
- 2, 15, 28 (CD 13),
- 8, 15, 22 (CD 7),
- 20, 51, 82 (CD 31),
- 22, 51, 80 (CD 29).

Next date: 30.9.2016. From that date two quartets of ASes with CDs 7, 29, 13, 31 can be formed!
First quartet:
- 0, 13, 26 (CD 13),
- 0, 31, 62 (CD 31),
- 2, 31, 60 (CD 29),
- 6, 13, 20 (CD 7).
Second quartet:
- 9, 16, 23 (CD 7),
- 3, 16, 29 (CD 13),
- 30, 61, 92 (CD 31),
- 32, 61, 90 (CD 29).

Third date: 19.4.2017. Sequences:
- 7, 14, 21 (CD 7),
- 1, 14, 27 (CD 13),
- 10, 41, 72 (CD 31),
- 12, 41, 70 (CD 29).

Sequences formed by digits of 28.4.2015 have the same sums of digits as sequences from "miraculous" quartet, these sums form arithmetic sequences with sums of numbers 18 and are three-membered - they are in that way similar to "Tesla's arithmetic sequence" - 3, 6, 9:
- 2, 15, 28 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 13,
- 8, 15, 22 - sums of digits 8, 6, 4 - CD 7,
- 20, 51, 82 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 31,
- 22, 51, 80 - sums of digits 4, 6, 8 - CD 29.
Let's see at "miraculous" quartet:
- 11, 24, 37 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 13,
- 17, 24, 31 - sums of digits 8, 6, 4 - CD 7,
- 11, 42, 73 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 31,
- 13, 42, 71 - sums of digits 4, 6, 8 - CD 29.
The same sums of digits and CDs in corresponding sequences!
There are also 4 ASes with 33 as middle term and arithmetic mean which present such a phenomenon:
- 20, 33, 46 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 13,
- 26, 33, 40 - sums of digits 8, 6, 4 - CD 7,
- 2, 33, 63 - sums of digits 2, 6, 10 - CD 31,
- 4, 33, 62 - sums of digits 4, 6, 8 - CD 29.
Arithmetic means and middle terms of sequences above are: 15, 24, 33, 42, 51. They form five-membered AS with CD 9. Difference between the largest and the smallest term of that sequence is 36. Number "36" consists of digits 3 and 6 and has product of digits 18 while its sum of digits is 9. So we have coincidence with terms of "Tesla's arithmetic sequence" (3, 6, 9) and sum of members of that sequence (18). There is also another coincidence with 3 and 6 regarding that five-membered term: sums of digits in numbers forming it are 6 and arithmetic means of digits forming that numbers are 3 (sum is 6, number of digits is 2).

There is something interesting in sequences formed by digits of 30.9.2016. Sequences with sums of digits 12 have middle terms and arithmetic means 13 or 31 and these two "mirror" prime numbers are very coincident for me - are present in "miraculous quartet" and differences of sequences forming it, are associated with two triplets (7, 29, 139 and 7, 11, 13) and with 27.4 and 24.7!
Another 4 ASes formed by digits of 30.9.2016 have sums of digits 21 and arithmetic means of sums of digits in numbers 7, these sums of digits form arithmetic sequences. So here is coincidence with 21 7.
From digits of that date two another ascending arithmetic sequences with arithmetic means 7 and 13, respectively, can be formed - 2, 9, 16 and 6, 19, 29. 7 and 13 are present in the triplet 7, 11, 13.

Sequences formed from digits of 19.4.2017 are also somewhat interesting. Two of them have digits 2, 1, 7 (the same as in 21 7) as digits of extreme terms: 7, 14, 21 and 1, 14, 27, in addition, they have the same arithmetic means as the phrase 21 7 - 14.

14.10.2018 I saw encounter with Big Hole in certain film about Russian game (which contains much evil content, so I do not want to promote it). On the film the word "as" appeared often in lower left corner. It is associated with certain rude word for a shameful part of body, which has only one letter more and these two letters are in the chemical symbol of chemical element in which name first four letters form impolite word in British English. Big Hole was probably an allusion to the anus of extraterrestrial nitrogen-based lifeform to which shampoo was ejected in the movie "Evolution" from 2001. It was one of few films which I watched. Film contains bad content, the game in which allusions to it were looks even worse.

In the encounter there were rock and rope. Words: "rock" and "rope" have the same number of letters and the same first two letters. I noticed that in Polish and English there are pairs of obviously vulgar words (referring to genitals, which makes them really immodest) which have the same first letters and the same number of letters and the same meaning.

In Big Hole encounter there was body of dead Ira Kane. One item was with that body - shampoo. The same night I saw fight with creatures which have the same first two letters in their Polish name (in first word in the name) as two first letters in Polish word for shampoo. Singular of the word at the beginning in the name of that creatures has three last letters the same as Polish word for shampoo.

18.10.2018 I typed in Google transliteration of Russian name of certain creature from a creature from the game with Big Hole encounter. In third link I saw Polish word for shampoo, that day (night, more precisely) I saw word "shampoo" in certain article in Polish. 19.10.2018 I thought about shampoo or encounter with Big Hole and few moments later I heard... advertisement of two shampoos! 22.10.2018 I thought about them again and... next time heard advertisement of shampoos in the same shop!

I heard an advertisement of a shampoo again in the same shop, but I do not remember when. Certain day I found a comment about certain word which has the same two first letters as Polish word for shampoo and the same fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh letters as third, fourth, fifth, sixth letters in Polish word for shampoo. That word was on the top of list of the comments in certain dictionary. On that list there was also entry about word(?) "V" and V was the nickname of shampoo which I gave it in certain posts.

Before 14.10.2018, during work, I had fantasies about special(?) encounter "Big A**" (Polish: "Wielka D**a", big buttocks - they are immodest so not imagine it) in the game very, very similar to those from the film from 14.10.2018. "D**a" is also reconstructed Proto-Slavic word which means "hole", so vulgar word for buttocks might earlier mean just "opening".

The coincidences with Big Hole and shampoo were not the only ones caused by a Russian game. Probably in I - II 2019 I saw special encounter named "Next" in the same game, in it rock was present. Some time later I made IQ test some times and in it there was button Next. Probably in V 2019 I saw random encounter "Next" again and few moments later I noticed word "Następny" in Polish YouTube ("następny" means "next").

Another very coincident special encounter was "Dear John". It caused large coincidence 4.5.2019, about 5 p.m. In this encounter there was rock and remains of Sergeant Kong, in which the item with black image of cat was found. 4.5.2019 I wanted to look at the item because I wanted to check if there was black cat on it. Some moments ago I typed phrase chicken-kicken in Google and saw link to a film named "Legend of Big John" in results. The film with item with black cat had phrase "legendary legend" in its title.

13.5.2019, at afternoon, about 6 p.m., I started to think about words "Kane" and "Kong" and two other words which are similar to them (having "k" as first letter, "n" as third letters and being four-letter words) - "Kent" and "kont" (Polish genitive plural of "konto" ("account")). I had coincidences with these two words about 3 - 4 hours later. About 9:30 p.m. I saw word "Kent" in TV (and the word "Kate", which has four letters and has three of four letters the same and at the same places as word "Kane") some moments later). About 10 p.m. I saw word "KONT" on certain forum on which I wrote often days before 13.5.2019. It is not the end of coincidences! I typed phrase rozkosz koincydencji epickich ("bliss of epic coincidences) and in description of first result I saw word "kona" (Polish for "he/she/it is dying"), which has four letters and three first letters the same as word "Kong". Moreover, I saw results associated with computer game very similar to that with remains of Ira Kane and Sergeant Kong and in third link there was word "Kane"!

In V 2019 I saw screenshots of two other specific encounters from game with Big Hole and "Dear John". These encounters were "Giant Egg" and "Crossroads". First was really coincident for me, second was described in Polish guide as having reference to numbers 14 and 6 (14 is arithmetic mean of 21 and 7 and 6 is AM of 3, 6, 9, arithmetic sequences with common differences 14 (1, 15, 29) and 6 (9, 15, 21) can be formed from digits of the date 13.5.2019, these sequences have the same arithmetic mean).
In lower left corner in Giant Egg screenshot there was text:
* You see: Egg.
* This heavy egg stuck in the hole and now will not
move anywhere.
* You see: Hole.
* Obviously, a hole dug by animals. Hardly you'll fit
inside.
Which nouns repeat themselves in the text above? Only "Egg" and "Hole"! Word "egg" has three letters and "g" is its last letter, just as in the case of the word "big". "Big Hole" springs to mind! Bingo! So the Big Hole was the mine of coincidences. In South Africa there is place named "Big Hole" in place where some time ago was diamonds mine.

Some time ago I read about some sort of "eggs" (references to popular culture) in game which was very similar to the game with Giant Egg and Big Hole. First "egg" was about the logo on which three numbers were present: on left side 5 and 23, on right number 421. I consider that "egg" "Giant Egg" (Polish: "Wielkie Jajo", "Gigantyczne Jajo"). There were letters also, but numbers are much more interesting. These three numbers were very coincident for me.

There are similarities between triplet 5, 23, 421 and another triplet which was coincident for me earlier - 7, 29, 139:
1. 5, 23, 421 are prime numbers, like 7, 29, 139.
2. They are three additive prime numbers (sums of digits are primes) - just like 7, 29, 139.
3. Sum of digits in these three numbers together is a non-additive prime number (17). Sum of digits in 7, 29, 139 is also a non-additive prime (31).
4. Sum of digits in sums of digits of numbers forming 5, 23, 421 is a non-additive prime (17, 5+5+7). Sum of digits in sums of digits of numbers forming 7, 29, 139 is non-additive prime also (7, 11, 13 - sums of digits, 7, 2, 4 - sums of digits in them, their sum is 13).
5. Sums of digits in sums of numbers in 5, 23, 421 and 7, 29, 139 are non-additive primes (449 and 175 - sums of numbers in these triplets, 17 and 13 - sums of digits in them)
6. Digits in largest numbers of triplets 5, 23, 421 and 7, 29, 139 form geometric sequences with primes as sums of numbers in them (4, 2, 1 - descending geometric sequence with sum of numbers 7; 1, 3, 9 - ascending geometric sequence with sum of numbers 13).
7. Both triplets have one-digit smallest terms (5 and 7), two-digit middle terms (23 and 29) and three-digit largest terms (421 and 139), numbers of digits in numbers forming these triplets form arithmetic sequence 1, 2, 3 which has sum 6 and arithmetic mean 2 and the same product of numbers and digits (1*2*3 = 6) as sum of them (1+2+3 = 6).

^^^i think you have a kinda beautiful mind

Thanks.

Coincidences associated with 5, 23, 421 are larger:
1. Two smallest numbers in that triplet have sum of digits 10, like 21 7.
2. Sum of 5 and 23 is 28, the sum of 21 and 7 is the same.
3. First digits in larger of numbers 5 and 23 is 2, like in the case of 21 7.
4. 5 and 23 are Thabit numbers (known also as 321 numbers); I had something like coincidences with these numbers.
5. Sum of digits in 5 and 23 is a 321 number, it is 5.
6. Triplet: 5, 23, 421 is formed by the same five digits which form five-membered arithmetic sequence (1, 2, 3, 4, 5) as triplet: 33, 42, 51, which is pretty coincident for me; in 5, 23, 421 digit 2 repeats itself, in 33, 42, 51 digit 3 repeats oneself; both triplets have six digits.
7. From the largest number in triplet 5, 23, 421 numbers 21 (421) and 42 (421) can be separated, numbers 4 and 21 also can be separated at the same time (421), their product is 84, so number 421 is coincident with 21, 42, 84.

I suppose that probability of all numerical coincidences associated with "giant egg" together is about 1:1 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 (1x10^21, so very, very low), after including all their aspects (7, 29, 139; 21.7; 33, 42, 51; Thabit numbers, F21, F42.2, F84.5 (which will be described below)).

Sums of numbers in corresponding numbers in triplets 7, 29, 139 and 5, 23, 421 are:
- 12 (7+5),
- 52 (29+23),
- 560 (139+421).

We have triplet: 12, 52, 560. It has 7 digits which have sum of them 21. Its sums of digits in its members are:
- 3 (1+2),
- 7 (5+2),
- 11 (5+6+0).

We received three very coincident numbers. They are additive primes. They form arithmetic sequence. Sum of numbers in it is 21. Aritmetic mean of numbers of that sequence is 7. Sum of digits in it is 12. Number of digits is 4. Product of digits forming that sequence is 21 and is the same as sum of its numbers.

I found a triplet very similar to 12, 52, 560 based on numbers in codes F21, F42.2, F84.5. If we multiply numbers before dots by numbers after dots and rewrite number after F after which there is no dot as it stands, we receive:
- 21 (no dot after the number in F21 code),
- 84 (42x2)
- 420 (84x5).

Triplet 21, 84, 420 has 7 digits and their sum is 21. Sums of digits in them form geometric sequence when sorted ascendingly: 3, 6, 12. Last number in triplet 21, 84, 420 has 0 as last digit and is three-digit, like 560 in triplet 12, 52, 560. Two smaller numbers have two digits in them, it is true for both 12, 52, 560 and 21, 84, 420.

Numbers formed by separating two first digits in numbers of triplet 21, 84, 420 are: 21, 84, 42. When they are sorted ascendingly or descendinlgy. they form "miraculous geometrical sequences": 21, 42, 84 and 84, 42, 21.

I noticed certain 21.7 features in sums of numbers associated with triplet 7, 29, 139.

Sum of numbers in that triplet is 175.

Sum of numbers of sums of digits in 7, 29, 139 is 31:
7+(2+9)+(1+3+9) = 7+11+13 = 31.

Sum of numbers of sums of digits in 7, 11, 13 is 13:
7+(1+1)+(1+3) = 7+2+4 = 13.

We have received triplet: 175, 31, 13.
It consists of 7 digits and the sum of these digits is 21.

Arithmetic mean of sum of digits in triplet 175, 31, 13 is 7:
(1+7+5)+(3+1)+(1+3) = 13+4+4 = 21; 21:3 = 7 (3 is the number of numbers in 13, 4, 4).

Triplets: 7, 47, 139 and 7, 83, 139 produce the same features, but with other three-digit numbers (which are additive primes, unlike 175). They are rather not as coincident with 21.7 and 3, 6, 9 as 7, 29, 139.
1. From first digits in triplets 7, 47, 139 numbers 21 and 7 can't be formed (but product of 21 and 7, 147, can be formed), 21 and 7 together also can't be formed from first digits of 7, 83, 139.
2. Sum of digits other than first ones from numbers forming 7, 47, 139 is not 21 (it is 19 (7+3+9) and has not 7 as its arithmetic mean), that sum of digits in the case of 7, 83, 139 is 15 (3+3+9), it also has not 7 as its arithmetic mean (although it is formed by digits from 3, 6, 9 group (more precisely, 3 and 9 and 3 repeats oneself).
3. Product of digits of 7, 47, 139 is not divisible by 3*6*9 (it is 5292, 5292:162 = 32,(6)) and the product of digits forming 7, 83, 139 (4536) is not 162 (3*6*9) times larger than product of digits in 7, 11, 13 (which is 21), but it is 216 times larger, 216 is not divisible by 162.

"Giant egg" - 5, 23, 421 and 7, 29, 139 have the same sum of digits which do not repeat oneself in six numbers forming these triplets (7+2+1+3 = 13, 5+3+4+1 = 13); 7, 47, 139 and 7, 83, 139 have other sums of non-repeating digits (4+1+3+9 = 17, 7+8+1+9 = 25).

I noticed coincidences associated with numbers 12 and 4 last time. Large ones are associated with sums of first, second and third digits in two very coincident triplets: 7, 29, 139 and 5, 23, 421.

Sum of digits in first numbers: 7+5 = 12.
Sum of digits in second numbers: 2+9+2+3 = 16.
Sum of digits in third numbers: 1+3+9+4+2+1 = 20.

We have received arithmetic sequence: 12, 16, 20. Sums of digits in these two numbers are additive primes and two triplets which "gave" numbers 12, 16, 20 are built of additive primes:
- 1+2 = 3,
- 1+6 = 7,
- 2+0 = 2.

Why 12, 16, 20 is coincident with 12 4?

1. The smallest member of that sequence is 12.
2. Sum of numbers in that sequence is 48 and 48 is 12x4.
3. Difference between the largest and the smallest term of that sequence is 8, 8 is 12-4 (difference of 12 and 4), (12+4) : 2 (arithmetic mean of 12 and 4) and 1x2x4 (product of digits forming phrase 12 4).
4. Common difference of 12, 16, 20 is 4.
5. Arithmetic mean of 12, 16, 20 is 16, 16 is 12+4.
6. Middle term of that sequence is 16, 16 is 12+4.
7. Sum of digits in that sequence is 12 (1+2+1+6+2+0).
8. Arithmetic mean of sum of digits in numbers forming sequence above is 4 (((1+2)+(1+6)+(2+0)):3 = (3+7+2):3 = 12:3 = 4).
9. Number of terms of 12, 16, 20 is 3, 3 is 12:4.

Coincidences are like special interest or hobby in my case. I think that their influence on my level of functioning is significantly smaller than it looks.

I have been diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome and OCD since above 10 years and I think that they have significantly more impact on my functioning than series of mysterious coincidences.

I got medications mainly due to OCD (at the beginning clomipramine and fluvoxamine. later paroxetine which I get also now (40 mg daily at morning)) even before having coincidences, the doses were rather smaller than now and psychotropic drugs like olanzapine, sulpiride, chlorprothixene do not prevent from new coincs. But I want to not get even medications for OCD, because they may impact ability to drive a car and I think that having driving licence and possibility of driving a car would be really beneficial in finding a job.

I have never driven a car although I am almost 28 years old. I live in small locality where there are no school or church. I have to ride by bus, which is accessible only on certain times of day (for example, last bus to my locality is about 9 p.m., so I could not finish my job at 10 p.m., because I would have not bus to go back to my village, job at weekends also could be really problematic). I have pretty good access to buses, which allowed me to study in nearest big city from 2010 to 2015 without living in that city, I still lived in my small locality then.

If I had not coincidences, I still could have suspiciousness (which started when I was about 16), solipsistic or egotheistic ideas (which were present before 18th birthday), thoughts about grandiosity (grandiose and bizarre fantasies were present in me when I was about 12) and messengership (for which coincidences may be very good “fuel”). So maybe I would receive diagnosis of schizotypal disorder even without coincidences. Coincidences may be associated with delusions of reference and apostleship, though.

Even some phenomena which are not a sign of mental disorders may impact my functioning significantly, like believing in possibility of eternal damnation associated with endless torment.

I noticed some other references to 12.4 in numbers associated with my coincidences:

- sum of digits of “miraculous geometric sequence” (21, 42, 84) is 147 - digits in the 147 (1, 4, 7) form arithmetic sequence with sum 12 and arithmetic mean 4,
- first digits in sequence 33, 42, 51 (3, 4, 5) form arithmetic sequence with sum 12 and arithmetic mean 4,
- sums of digits in sequence 6, 13, 20 (6, 4, 2) form arithmetic sequence with sum 12 and arithmetic mean 4,
- sums of digits in sequence 2, 31, 60 (2, 4, 6), which is formed by the same digits as 6, 13, 20, form arithmetic sequence with sum 12 and arithmetic mean 4,
- sums of digits in sequences 0, 13, 26 and 0, 31, 62 (0, 4, 8 ) form arithmetic sequences with sum 12 and arithmetic mean 4.

I also noticed that there is another double which have the same product of digits, difference and arithmetic mean, but it is formed by two THE SAME numbers, in addition, one-digit ones. It is 0 and 0. (0+0):2 = 0 = 0-0 = 0x0. I suppose that 21.7 and 12.4 may be only doubles formed by different numbers which have these three properties. I discovered some mathematical curiosities due to my “coincidences”, but if someone also noticed them? I suppose that very few people (or maybe even none before me) noticed them in the entire history. My mentality considers my numerous coincs as somewhat very epic and beautiful, sort of compensation of existence of sin and pain.

I take meds regularly last months. I still have nasty OCD about infection and oathing. OCD about infection is really limiting and gives large discomfort. I am afraid of germs and viruses, for example on ground. I have also fear of impure animals and their meat (mostly pork) because religions which prohibit them looks credible for my mind although in my religion there is no unclean animals. I have profound problems with religion. I do not take the sacraments (Eucharist, penance) since about two months, it is not good. I often spent much more than three hours daily in the Internet, during the time when I surfed in Internet as much I had significantly less obsessions and compulsions associated with taking oaths to Allah. I read about non-Catholic monotheistic religions since about 2011 (I do not remember when it started). I met opinions that:

- Mosaic Law is still valid and we have to circumcise boys and men, keep Sabbath, Passover, some people who believed in these doctrines accepted Jesus as Messiah, some did not accept Him,
- popes since some decades (or even more than eight centuries!) are heretics and “mainstream” Catholicism is heretical and lead to eternal torment (opinions of rigorous sedevacantists),
- Quran is true Word of One and Only God and if a person rejects it he/she will burn and be tormented in Hell, Gehenna, rather for eternity, I read quite much about numerical and scientific miracles of the Quran, most credible Muslims for me are quranists, not sunnis or shias,
- Bible (Old and New Testaments) is true, but there is no Trinity (for example, Holy Spirit is not God), that sex constitues marriage and if a woman who is a virgin is raped, she becomes the wife of the rapist and if she has sexual intercourse with someone other than the rapist when the rapist is alive, she commits adultery (this belief looks unjust to my mentality, but I agree that there should be no extramarital sex at all).