funeralxempire wrote:
Could you maybe explain it to them when it's not occurring?
They have to be made to understand that it's not voluntary and that you're literally unable to form words because you're overwhelmed. They might not get it at first but if you're consistent in how you explain it they might slowly absorb the message.
I have tried to explain it but it just doesn't make sense to them. I feel like I'm broken. Certain people I just dont even want to explain it to. Some people laugh at me too. I sometimes go to the library but now I feel uncomfortable going there because I know they think I'm "crazy". Everywhere I go people think that. I get it though, I'm different. I dont make eye contact ever. I'm nervous a lot. I rock back and forth.
The worst is when people pretend to be understanding but are actually judging me.