Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 29 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 548 Location: USA
14 Mar 2023, 12:08 am
I don't have the answers you need 'Cause I live in the in-between So if you put your bets on me You better be down for anything
'Cause I'm like yes and no Wait, I don't know I think I'm dying Hold up, I'm invincible
Yeah, I'm like yes (yes) and no (no) Wait, I don't know I'll pull you closer into to me And I'm pushing you away 'Cause I'm like yes and no Wait, I don't know (kn-kn-know)
I think I'm dying Hold up, I'm invincible (ether) Yeah, I'm like yes (yes) and no (no) Wait, I don't know I'll pull you closer into me And I'm pushing you away
Don't know if I'm feeling happy (no) Im kinda confused, I'm not in the mood to try and fix me (uh) Do I feel like being alone or with all of my friends? [bleep], I don't know ([bleep] I don't know) If I should say or if I should go (huh)
_________________ Inattentive ADHD, "soft diagnosed" autistic (working on formal diagnosis), most likely have dyscalculia RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | Aspie Quiz: 118/200 (aspie) & 85/200 (NT)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD, AVPD
Joined: 1 Nov 2017 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 59,924 Location: Chez Quis
14 Mar 2023, 1:28 am
It doesn't matter what you do I know I'll never really get inside of you To make your eyes catch fire The way they should The way the blue could pull me in If they only would, if they only would At least I'd lose this sense of sensing Something else that hides away From me and you, there are worlds to part With aching looks and breaking hearts And all the prayers your hands can make I just take as much as you can throw And then throw it all away Oh I'll throw it all away Like throwing faces at the sky Like throwing arms round yesterday
_________________ In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light.
Joined: 1 Nov 2017 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 59,924 Location: Chez Quis
14 Mar 2023, 7:02 pm
I can see by your eyes you must be lying When you think I don't have a clue Baby, you're crazy If you think that you can fool me Because I've seen that movie too The one where the players are acting surprised Saying love's just a four letter word Between forcing smiles, with the knives in their eyes Well their actions become so absurd
So keep your auditions for somebody Who hasn't got so much to lose 'Cause you can tell by the lines I'm reciting That I've seen that movie too So keep your auditions for somebody Who hasn't got so much to lose 'Cause you can tell by the lines I'm reciting That I've seen that movie too
It's a habit I have, I don't get pushed around Stop twinkling your star like you do I'm not the blueprint For all of your B films Because I've seen that movie too The one where the players are acting surprised Saying love's just a four letter word Between forcing smiles, with the knives in their eyes Well their actions become so absurd And I've seen that movie too
_________________ In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light.
Joined: 19 Mar 2011 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 6,637 Location: The Labyrinth of Leviathan
16 Mar 2023, 5:24 pm
The gates of Heaven were locked shut The pits of Hell, they were all filled up And I fear I don't belong here, yeah
_________________ Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men. -H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"